Sunday, July 29, 2007

tuesday
physics

wednesday
english and chemistry test.
[speed of reaction]

thursday
social studies test.[chap 1,2]

following monday
maths test[transformations]

i was looking forward to this day all these while.
and it finally arrived.
but its over already.
i have been telling myself not to cry, to control my emotions when i get to see him.
but, when i got near him,and when he opened his eyes,
he looked at us standing around him,
his eyes were filled with tears.
i was shocked.very shocked.
thats the first time i see him cry..
he always appear to be strong. not now anymore.
my heart really aches,and i cried too.
although he is just like a stranger to me,
i still have feelings for him.


i always thought im strong to deal with such things.
but i always failed.
i have never witnessed any deaths before,
and what i mean is,relatives or closed ones.

therefore,im now very scared.
i hate letting my imagination run wild.

Saturday, July 28, 2007

oh,my darling is too brave.
i want to learn from you.
i want to be like you.
):
but i cant. i guess mabel wants too.
hais.








2007 sports day. (:

all randomly posted.
got to wake up so damn early tomorrow to visit grandpa. and its bloody sunday again. ): anyone wanna watch moviee?? JIO ME OUT FOR MOVIE. but not tmr. shopping is OUT from my list now. cos i dont have vitamin M.
ask me out. ask me out . ask me out. ASK ME OUT.!

Friday, July 27, 2007


after blog hopping for quite some time, i decided to blog again.lolx. i can see different emotions and feelings from my buddies right now. but this isnt the topic im going to touch on. TIME HEALS EVERYTHING. (: i have finally decided what i wanted.. im going to aim for POLY. not ITE anymore. not that i despise ITE.but,i guess,its for my own good. to aim is one thing. to achieve is another thing. we shall see. (: another thing,i need a complete change in my life.. i want to get used to being independent? hahas. like.. suddenly,those close ones around me are not with me anymore.. and i will have to do everything myself by then. im now beginning to get used to being [less talkative] and [hardworking] in class liao. certain people may not notice,cos they are always so busy with their stuffs like TALKING.hahahas. but who cares so much.as long as others are happy,can le ma. ^.^ i just realised something.. whenever you are angry with something or someone, just smile.. everything will turn out right. ^.^

chekying,i sort of miss band too. i miss performing.i miss band camp. i miss every member in there.. i miss my bass clarinet.. i miss those times.. but even if we go back,everything wont be the same le.. hahas. i went back today,and to realise most of them still depending on sec 4s to teach. and this made the sec 4s feel unfair and disappointed.. but just jiayou for all your performances ok? will go back when free. ^^


oh ya.i nearly got knocked down by a car today.. in the middle of the road..and when the driver shouted "its very dangerous you know?", i realised.. its MISS CHAN. =X what if im really knocked down at that time?

Thursday, July 26, 2007

hey world.
everything went well today.! ^.^ [finally]
played basketball during PE lesson today.
it was TOTAL FUN-NESS. cos it has been like,4-5 months since i last touched basketball lahx.!
everyone was so actively participating in the game!! thats 4N1. (:
AND we watched michelle fall down when chasing the ball down the slope.
sorry but its real FUNNY.LOLS!

have been listening to daryl's singing the whole of today.
and suddenly,i have an urge to listen to al jay chou's songs.lolx..
but when i played them in my com,the feeling is so diff.
english lesson was like kindergarden's today.
and i will really be glad to have that teacher CHANGED. -.-
everyone was zzz in her lesson. that cant be blamed.

oh ya. i missed another chance of viewing.
huiying msged me telling me ****** was opposite school! LoL.
but i went straight home with elaine after school.that was like 2.30 la!
POA test wasnt easy. therefore,ms tan decided to give us a retest,cos many will be failing.
many many tests coming up soon.. suddenly feeling so lost.

to huiying.. so damn sorry bout today!
cos you got one demerit point because of ME!! ):
stupid idiotic wong tong liew. zzz.

what should i do tomorrow?
lunch? band? basketball? study? home? ARRGH.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

to those who are viewing my blog right now:
if you are here just hoping that i will post something bout what happened to me in class today,
then kindly please click the red cross on the top right hand corner. (:

or if you just want to know the reason,
then let the reason be PMS.
got the answer you want? you may leave.

i got back my chinese test. 25/50.
shocked? the least i should get if i learnt my spellings,will be 30.
its ok.i deserve it.
lessons suck today. especially chemistry period.
many times i wanted to take out my phone to msg some people.
really MANY times.
but i just stopped myself from doing that.
many times someone noticed im not happy.
hahas.. thankyou . im really fine.
many times i was hoping to recieve a sms that can make me smile..
but i recieved none.
or maybe,it was recieved at wrong timing.
i was like.so excited when i walked past that class. =X

my friends ARE ALL NOT HAPPY.
yet they are all cheering one another up.
i have to admit.i have nice friends.
i really want to love school.
but pls tell me how to?
i saw many maris stella students at the interchange ..
but i always dont seem to meet the person whom i want to.
):
HAIS.HAIS.hais...

elaine isnt in a good mood again.
one after another..
YOU msged me in class.
telling me to cheer up.when im just infront of you,sobbing.
now its my turn.
take notice of what you are having instead of what you are lacking of now.
u will feel much more HAR PEE YER. (:
ILU too. ^.^

HARPEE BIRTHDAY AOSHENG!!! (:

Tuesday, July 24, 2007


everything went well,except fer CHINESE LESSON!
im very very very upset la! cos of the BLOODY chinese test!
i totally screwed it. i was too tired yesterday.
therefore,i only learnt 2 topics out of 3 for the test.

this time,i dont have any sense of urgency for it,i dont know why

maybe im too confident? or maybe i dont give a damn.
and i regretted when i handed up the paper. totally made me speechless.
it was HARD. i lied on the table for about 5 minutes or so during the test.
and i handed it up with several blanks on it. =.=

i lost free marks.RAHH.


poa teacher made me pissed today. so i dont really give a damn when she wakes me up. serve you right for being stung by BEE.
i hope the next one wont be me.

today's assembly was really !@##$%%^&^%$#@~
teaching us stuffs like vagina fluids.penis stuffs.bisexual.AIDS/HIV. waste of my time.

daryl broke his promise.
he didnt stay back to study today. cos !@#$ JOHN influenced him to go home and DOTA. =.= i dont like it when guys got so addicted to games.
actually i decided to leave,but i realised huiying they all still staying to study.
as i promised them b4,today we will study together...and i felt so bad breaking such promises. therefore,i decided to go back school with them after lunch. (: we enjoyed. many jokes. and BIG BIG THANKS TO MUQIN, for teaching me my physics HOMEWORK! (: went home at around 5plus and i like..cant tahan liao. im forcing my eyes open on my way home. but i still cant sleep.cos im waiting for the kuku tuition teacher. RAH.im really TIRED.HOW?

i can finally remember his name. ^^

things to be done
-fnn test correction
-poa 2005 paper
-poa appropriation account
-tuition physics homework


michelle,it isnt complicated. will be there for you. <3.
and my jaw isnt at the right place yet. ):

Monday, July 23, 2007

yesterday passed.
today came.
tomorrow is coming.
and time didnt stop at all.

as what i said,i wont come online today.
so...
this morning,when i woke up,i was thinking"SHIT.monday again. hais. ):"
then.. i thought of whats going to happen today.and i remembered lunch time.
so.im looking forward to lunch time . not school. not others.
and i enjoyed . (: even its just a one hour slacking.one hour eating plus walking.
i still enjoyed.and i didnt expect the three of us can get back together so soon.
im beginning to learn many things from guys.
like,how they settle problems and all. ^.^
okay anyway. i enjoyed every single moment,except for waiting for xinni.LOL.
^.^
study well for your next test anyway,not one out of 5 chapts. (:

elaine isnt happy.due to some reasons.
but hope she is feeling better at 6plus 7 before going home. hahas.
we bought some stuffs,and im sure we will really treasure them!
went back home at 7..and im feeling very tired~ feel like sleeping.
but i cant !! i have test tomorrow.and its bloody chinese test. =.=
i hate learning chinese spelling.
i have tuition homeworks undone.
i have poa 2005/appropriation accounts undone.
i have to do some STUFFS too. (:
so many things! can they be done within 2-3 hours? hahas.
i doubt so.


anyway,yanling wrote my horoscope for me today.
its quite zhun la..
there says,in august,my best friend will encounter serious relationship problem and it may affects me too. so i have to just do my best to help her/him, and put myself into her/his situation.

i hope everyday can be like today.
but i doubt it will happen. ):

Sunday, July 22, 2007

bloody sunday.
as usual. at home chatting with pang online.
no life.thats what i feel.
but who cares? life. HAHAS. i dont even know the real defination of it luhs.
hour by hour. minute by minute. and im left with 4 hours before going to bed.
im feeling tired. due to some reasons.
tomorrow is monday again.
i know 4n1 hates monday.
lessons are boring except PE.
and everyone will naturally lie on table and sleep.
teachers will automatically wake us up.
thats monday.

somehow,somewhat,i suddenly feel that time is flying.
each and every day, there will be people leaving this world.
there will also be people coming into this world.
life is fragile.very.EXTREMELY.
so.. people say,we have to cherish everything we have now.
treasure them. make every minute worthwhile.
but,to me, how to?
how to cherish???
humans ah.. all standard de la..
when relatives pass away,they weep.they regret for not treating them better when they are alive kicking.
when they dont have much money to spend on certain things,they will feel that they are poor.
but who in the world,ever thinks they are rich? other than those really rich la.
no one will ever think that money is enough for them.
agree?
no matter what,humans,ALWAYS REGRET.
so dont say things like "i dont wanna regret"

just hoping and praying hard that he will be fine. (:

Saturday, July 21, 2007




basically,today isnt good for everyone i suppose. the four gurls namely,elaine,huiying,mabel and michelle met up in the interchange at 12plus. i chose to wait for darren to finish his stuffs. and i waited for him from 2.20 to 2.45 in the interchange.
during this short period of time,i haven been reflecting on my behaviour.
me myself,cannot figure what is wrong with what im doing or rather,what i have done?

finally darren came, and we left for serangoon garden to find miss lau and the rest. learnt a few things there..and i felt damn awkward. really. i never had this feeling before. i never felt this empty before.

everyone there, except darren, isnt happy at all. so he is like trying to cheer all up la.but failed. after that,elaine went home. darren went jamming with kj they all. and the four of us went chom chom for dinner. ate to our hearts content. and at least,we laughed a little. (:

actually wanted to go to a park de. but its drizzling. some more my aunty is waiting for her dinner.

went to say hi to aaron and weizhe..
they were opposite chomchom taking their dinner. how i wish i could stay out late till 12am! hahas.. but i cannt! ):

thanks huiying,michelle and mabel for missing the bus and accompany me wait for my bloody 136.lolx. i hate taking this bus la.. so damn crowded! rahh.


come to think of it,we are now sec fours.
i guess we have to handle things in a more mature way.rather than doing what pri sch kids are doing..
elaine, joesonghaeyo for everything.

i slept sweetly last night.
because i wept to sleep.
so when i opened my eyes this morning,i know things wont be over just like that.
i know that i have a decision to make.
i know it isnt so simple like what other people says.
yesterday.im really very down.my heart was completely torn.
and im almost on the verge of ending this friendship.
cos im too tired to handle all these.
i wanted to tell my mum,i wanna stop studying.
but i cant.
crying is all i can do.

i felt much better after chatting with guoheng.
his innocence made me laugh.
^.^

what i want now,is to relax myself. go out with some outside friends and chill.

nothing will be over until we have a heart to heart talk. there is no understanding at all.

im strong.i can. i will. i want to. BE HAPPY,again.

HOW I WISH TO BE BORN IN 1989.AND SO,I MAY BE IN THE SAME SCHOOL AS FUJIE AND AARON. ):

i believe,jesus will lead me through.

michelle ow, you are definatly affirmed by me. (:
you did it. you cheered me up today.i will do the opposite once im ok. :D

to you-know-who-you-are, your blog..hahas.. wonderful.
your post. comes from the bottom of your heart.
and it breaks the whole of my heart into pieces.
shattered. accuse for all you want.
had a good cry just now.
so you did it.
congrats for making my tears flow for fck again.
i love you for doing so.i really do.
i mean NO SACARSM. all true.
u nearly overturn the whole of my life.
and i really have to say.. thanks to you my dear friend,
i still love you. <3.>

Friday, July 20, 2007


ok..many things happened these few days.
i overcomed everything.
i dont wanna touch the topic on friends anymore.
cos i have enough friends.enough problems.enough happiness.^^
i have enough love from them too.

school these few days were great.
cos daryl makes my mondays to fridays fun and enjoyable.
just not feeling very well lately lor..
many ppl are falling sick,so please take care.

michelle isnt happy.
mabel isnt happy.
huiying isnt happy.
i will make them happy (:

for today,im glad to have michelle smsing me during lessons.
mabel to entertain me.
prati,vanessa,mabel,michelle,lihua for lunch.
lihua to return to school with me.
darren for company.
michelle,careen,muqin,mabel for laughs.
and most importantly,huiying,for chatting with me on the phone for hours when im in canteen and she at home,and come to school to walk me to interchange..THANKS LOTS! LOVEs!!

anyway,be happy ok. its not your fault. and im glad you kept your promise to her. that defines "true friend"
(:

Thursday, July 19, 2007

im the one left.
(:

LYRICS
Life is like a boat

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along,
Who’s gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can’t escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

dooku de iki o shiteru toomei ni natta mitai
kudayami ni omoe dakedo mekaku shisarete tadake

inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu
asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don’t give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

hito no kokoro wa utsuriyuku mukedashiteku naru
tsuki wa mada atarashii shuuki de mune o tsureteku

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore
When will I see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I’d feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along,
I will follow you, and keep you strong

tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku odayakana hi mo
tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de ume o terashidasu

inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu
asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

Unmei no huneoko gi nami wa tsugi kara tsuki e to watashi-tachi o sou kedo
Sore mo suteki na tabi ne, dore mo suteki na tabi ne

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

this is candid. not posed. (:
JUST FOR LAUGHS. ^.^


pss.... you love your friends.
i love mine too. and you r definately one of them! <3.> many ppl are feeling down today.

vanessa,yu qian,huiying,daryl, PLEASE CHEER UP! ^.^

Monday, July 16, 2007

NO QUARRELS.
I CONTROL.


as long as you are happy.


i have got many things to say.
but. this isnt the right place.

Saturday, July 14, 2007

i saw his blog.
had problems with me.
can i strike off this from his list?
i wanna lessen his burden than to add on to it.
i know he is not happy.
how can i help.? i know i cant. but i want to.
i hope things will be back to how it used to be.
im feeling very lost right now.

Friday, July 13, 2007

[[Ok, my junior sms me and told me she cut her hand becos of extreme sadness. I scolded her already. Haiz, God really love us and want to reach out to us; but so many of us are rejecting him...makes me feel kinda sad..]]

extracted from my senior's blog. (:

Thursday, July 12, 2007

im afraid to be happy.
cos whenever im happy,something unpleasant will happen.
when now,all those unpleasant things make me afraid of laughing.
seriously,i cant stay happy for long.
i admit i feel happy with my friends around..
like in school crazying,after school chitchatting and laughing.
running wild round the places.
but,im just afraid to face the unpleasant things thats going to happen next.
no one understands.
and to those who are concern,
i dont wanna say anything..
i rather keep it to myself and let u guys think im emo.
but im actually not. cos you guys wont understand.
emo is a very strong word to describe a person.

):

im very very very tired. its 12.30 am.
FNN is making me real mad.
went to night market with XN,HY,E,A,W and A's friends.
basically,nothing much.
walked about findingg the guys. thats all.LOL.
watched them eat. but.at least i got to leave my house at night! ^.^
weizhe came and we got to go.LOl.
rushed home for my FNN.
but... if you know me,i wont sit there rushing to complete it.
i ran about my whole house. finding some interesting stuffs to do.
playing on the organ..it has been so long since i touched the organ.
ITS REAL DUSTY.lol!
i really love canon in D LOTS.
and playing the song "hua xiang" makes me think of eric. =X
they are painting my room tomorrow.
its definately going to be a mess.i HATE that.
to everyone who cares,IM OK.(:

to DEAR ELAINE.
thanks alot for being there. not forgetting xinni.
hope everything will be fine real soon.
to dear XINNI.
im so so sorry bout just now..
really dont mean it.. ):
I LOVE YOU GUYS! not forgetting huiying.LOL!! <3. size="2">
dont borrow money from others if you dont wanna return.
i learnt my lesson.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

IM DARN PISSED RIGHT NOW!
in the first place,im already not in a GOOD MOOD.
and YOU.bloody idiot.PISSED ME OFF SOME MORE.
how i WISH I wont have to see you ANYMORE!
assss!


i cut myself today.
its pain.

Monday, July 09, 2007

IM DARN CONFUSED!
i cannot take a nap today.
im feeling weak.
but i dont have a choice.
but to sit infront of my com.
and to finish up FNN.
we will all die together tomorrow.

theres nothing for today.
but.ELAINE. cheer up ok? (:

Sunday, July 08, 2007

seriously,im at a lost.
i know.. and i understand your kindness.
not that i dont appreciate it.
but..i really dont wish to do it right now.
no point asking others to come persuade me.
its really a big decision for me.
and i wont be easily influenced by anyone right now bout this matter.
i wish i can go there with you.but i really have my own difficulties.
im afraid that we might quarrel over this .
thats why..im really afraid of talking to you also.
since that day you talked to me so fiercely.
and i told myself not to call you anymore.
i hope everything wont change..cos of all these things.i really hope so. (:

i cut my hair short. (:

eh? my hair reformed.?
the new XINNI. (:
happily telling her mum that she got a new hairstyle.LOL.

had a hair cut just now with XINNI. (:
new change fer her.
we dont regret going there!! =D
stupid weixiong.
want to quarrel with me!! >=(
had dinner outside..DELICIOUS!! ^.^
then we walked from lorong ah soo to kovan.. i miss XINGHUA PRIMARY.
LOL.
now i miss my class more.


i feel like playing basketball with those ppl who played together last year..
it was so so fun. louis loy teaching us how to shoot. saying to pose. and then it will go in. if the pose not sexy enough,u will miss. although its all rubbish.i really miss those times. staying back looking at them play ball was very relaxing. this yr.. all chiong to opposite school for lunch,and run for bus. i guess the times are hard to come by again. its ok.lolx.i still enjoy watching them play during recesses. remembered once playing with ziyi,mel and MR LAM! ^.^ can they continue to play ball like last time??? ): this is darn random. ):

Saturday, July 07, 2007


AUNTY.
the focus is on the 2 reflections.^.^
while waiting for the sun to set.and aaron to come.
ROCKY!!! OMG. CUTE!!
friday when i was going bck home.
CHAO JUN! thats my new door. ^.^right side is windows.
oh.MY AWSOME CLASS debating!!!
yummy. its NICE. baked during fnn lesson.
lalas. FNN ROOM waiting for food to be cooked.LOL.


wo xian zai hen xiang jian ni..

weixiong is really an ASS!qi si wo.

home sweet home.
went out dinner with xinni only actually.
ELAINE CANNOT MAKE IT!arrrgh.
nevermind. we wont let you lose any fun anymore!!!
then we asked aaron and aaron asked weizhe along.
went to the PRATA HOUSE.
ate mee go reng after looking at the menu for so long.
and that LAO NI NI..laughed for everyting la!
lol...
funny scenes here and there..
then decided to go aarons house!
ASSS LA! he said ten minutes walk..
we walk for like 15 minutes or more lor..LOL..
and the two siao eh walked so fast!!!
hahahahahas..
reached his house..played with ROCKY!!!
he is very very cute!!!
watched tv...
LOL..
and then.. weizhe said something..
there was once he dipped his phone into a cup of milo..
as he thought that his hp was FOOD.
JOKER SIA.lols!!
then they pei me and xinni go find coffeeshop..
cos i had to dabao food for my aunty...
THANKS GUYS.
and here i am now. (:
lalalas. my fnn is not touched at all. GOOD LUCK TO ME MAN.

I THINK IM IN LOVE....
(: WITH AARON'S DOG,ROCKY.
he is quite compatible with xinni!
xinni made loads of new friends today.
and prata shop says" NO PETS ALLOWED"
but i still brought xinni along..
NO OFFENCE MY DEAR.hahahas.

pss... today is 07.07.07!

its MY fnn's time.
DO NOT DISTURB.
winks.

Friday, July 06, 2007

got punished by miss leong today!
only 4 ppl did her assignments..
and the rest of the class including ME were sent down to stand outside general office for punishment.
sec 4s standing there.DARN MALU LA.
and she asked us to write reflection for her..
lalalas..so we went there and SIT instead of stand.
and we laughed around..and did our maths hw lah..
then a group of china visitors came to our school..
asked us why are we doing our work there..
we said.."cos in the environment there is much better.much cooling"LOL!
AND THEY said they want take a picture of us!! hahaas..
taking a group pic when we are actually punished lah..
we enjoyed sitting there! ^.^

after school met up with hanting! finally la!!
then went for lunch..he has eaten with others but.. still came to accompany us.
how sweeet. (:
MY LOVE! hahahahass.
slacked in class with kohjin darren prati wenlei shakir...
funny lahx..that kohjin.LOL..

went to find hanting after that.
and POOR HIM.still having marching session.
and he is going bugis with kelly soo!!!
ARRGH. made me wait for him for so long..
lolx..so took a cab home with wenlei.
the taxi driver is DARN GOOD.
he is very nice.
we joke bout certain things at first.. like..
when i was saying "bu yao zai ma che lu wan"
then he say.. what ma che lu..is MA LU!
lolx... laughed our asses off..
then..bout other stuffs also..
then.. he motivated me... really.. a very strong motivation!
after wenlei alighted..
he told me bout his four daughters.. and they never fail for any subs b4..and always get Bs...
from primary one to jc..
she loves studying..and dont want to lose out to others..
he told me.. parents give birth to us..
their duty is to provide for us..looking at us grow.. feed us.. work and let us have the chance to study.
so if we dont study,we will be letting them down.
once in a life time.. we can only study within limited age.
and no more after certain age.
so why not seize this opportunity to strive for the best in academic??
i will always remember the things he said..
and his last sentence was.."remember.must drink more water! staying healthy is the most important thing.. if not healthy,study also no use! "

WOAH... im really very very motivated.
i know what i should do..
and im trying to do what i should do.

maybe i shall care less bout things around my surroundings.. and care more bout more impt stuffs...

maybe i wont even bother to ask you any questions anymore.
the sight of you make me remember the things you did to hurt me.
but i wont avoid you. (:

Thursday, July 05, 2007

i still think that ..
thats not the way friends should be la...
friends share everything..
not keep everything from you.
the world is really very deceiving..
they wont even have to let you guess whats on their mind.
and will tell me b4 i realise something's wrong.
well..
those are my friends. what can i do? LAUGHS.

this is very random.

i wanna score for maths test tomorrow.
but teach me how to.
cos i dont understand the topic at all....


im starting to miss pok!

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

now im beginning to wonder..
if anyone cane make me trust them again...
it will be very hard..





i forgot to add on..the youth day concert yesterday SUX. =X today.. we all have been praying that mrs ang dont come. and she really didnt come.. so we have two periods free.. learnt some sign language from the teacher whom everyone thought is a gay.. had english debate.. 4n1 vs 3e7? and we lost.. can see that john's hand is shivering.. he is brave enough to stand there and speak. (: GOOD JOB.

tomorrow is thursday already. i will always remember what daryl says.. when im down,or thinking bout it,i will just... DO WHAT HE SAYS. maybe it will cheer me up a little.
finally darren is back to normal. (: i hope that results wont be so bad for him ..
i owe daryl an explanation. and its due tomorrow.

quoting a phrase from elaine
"I DIE DIE ALSO CANNOT DIE"
but.. hahahas.i think otherwise..
should be.. "die die also confirm die"
=X
m just SO CONTENTED to have E.X. <3.
yes! but i hope things wont change..
going lunch with hanting tomorrroow... =D


"guanyiN ma feeling unhappy nowadays."
im at a lost. pardon me for my language.=X

Tuesday, July 03, 2007





wth..darn.
my house is like..got fire or what lah!
lols.. actually.. doors under construction..
and we slept without doors last night. im serious.
and u wont want to know how dangerous it can be.
hahas.imagine a house or a home without a door.
its damn damn noisy..
kork here kork there..ass!!
ding dong here and there..! >=(
ahahahas..

i dont know how to do my maths!
im doing my chinese halfway..
my poa is left undone!!
what the hell.
how now?
what now?
who cares.
im gonna sleep at 10.30! lalas.

we left our heart there.
read your own.

my DEAR hanting!! <3.>
ELAINE HANTING PEIJIE.
THESE THREE PIGS. (:
HEHES.MY LOVE.
ZHUO ZI YI XINNI AND PEIJIE!
THATS WHAT WE DO WHEN WE FELT BORED.
MYBESTFRIENDS
IT HAS BEEN LONG SINCE WE LAST LAUGHED TOGETHER. (:
went for games day.. if you want to ask me if its fun... you tell me.. if sleeping on e bench in suntec city is fun.. (:
waited so long for groups to come.. headed to east coast at 4pm..until 8plus.. then headed home.. had fun with timothy and the rest.. so sad timothy er dont want come! ass!! hahahas.. took many many crazy pics.. and its real dumb lahx. yesterday was a very tiring day for all i suppose.. cos we all woke up around 6am.. and went home at 9plus 10.. xinni elaine and i were the first group to reach east coast. and we were the first to leave too! LOL. hanting!! thanks for your accompany yesterday.LOVE YOU. shall go lunch together soon! <3. went to school today with a very strong and heavy feeling. i think some ppl knows. thanks daryl for your concern..but.. i really dont wish to confide in you right now.. i know you mean well..but..im really ok! (: thanks budd.
got tons of hws today. and its heavy.hahas. gonna take a nap b4 tuition comes! =D


No one is worth my trust.