Thursday, May 15, 2008

today is just a beginning.2 hrs of chinese in the auditorium was like... HELL to me.english lecture was quite fun. the lecturer was a fun!and i feel that the things he has shared with us are quite true. (:had physics lecture after our lunch break. it was alright luhs. at least,i wont feel bored! :Dwent to amk hub with xinni and liyan. then went to find zx. thanks for the treat! (:
he really made us laugh luhs . haha !
im just so tired of speaking. so tired of everything .
yayyyyyy! gonna meeet Tht for dinner tomorrow! (",)

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

hello world! got back my results today.hmm. when did my results ever make me proud of myself? haha. never.fnn 26/100. im unfeeling to this sub right now. im glad. i passed my history. i have never passed history since ages. i think the last time i pass was when i was in sec 2. yeah.im very happy. 28/50! :D but im kinda disappointed . i failed my maths. i have never failed maths for so long . standard dropped like hell. social studies was atrocious. science was like.. abominable?physics was better than chem as expected.cos i love physics.but still failed.its quite shocking to see my poa grade. i got 70/100! special thanks to chao jun for teaching me! michelle for staying awake with me doing the sums till 3am! junyee too! :D now we got the results we wanted. hahas. however, im still gonna do better. :D actually . im rather disappointed with myself. for not practicing my maths,thinking that im good enough to handle. not studying hard enough for chemistry, cause whenever i study chem,i know i cant make it. not checking my physics paper before handing it up. if i did,i wouldnt have made stupido mistakes,and maybe get a passing mark or a higher failing mark! yep, so disappointed. but i didnt show.. i just dont wish to show. i know i will do better the next time round.
i believe i can. hanting, we gonna study together,right? (:and liyan, stay strong. we'll go through this together. just 4 more months. and we r done.
-experience is what you get when you cant achieve what you wanted -
i still cant adapt myself to having chinese timed pracs everyday. its EXTREMELY BORING. the more i hate chinese, the more i want to score well.












































Saturday, May 10, 2008

im tagged by liyan.
im supposed to do a quiz.
i think this is my first time too.
i will update after the quiz.

1.Do you wish to get marry?
what stupid question.zzz . which girl dont wish? even if they dont wish, its also becos they are afraid that no one will want them.

2.What do you want the most now?
i juz want to complete the present for someone.

3.Who is the person you trust most?
i wont mention. maybe my hamster? or my shadow. (:

4.Do you think you have enough confidence?
actually nope. im beginning to build up my confidence level.

5.If you can have a dream come true,what would it be?
cant think of any right now.maybe i dont need any at this moment.

6.Are you satisfied with urself?
nope. im fat. =(

7.What are you afraid to lose now?
my family. maybe friends too.

8.Do you believe in eternity love?
yes i do. nothing is impossible. but how rare can such cases be?

9.Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
silly question. if that person really tries to commit suicide cos of me, she/he is really SILLY just like how this question is..

10.Where do u go, when u're feeling sad, and wish to be alone?
home. thats the place where i always hide.

11.what are the requirements tat you wish from the other half?
maybe just a true heart. (:

12.how am i feeling right now?
im dead beat. energy drained. and feel like sleeeeping!

13.Do u cherish every single friendship of yours?
absolutely. i love them truck loads.

14.Do you treasure your family?
of course. but do they?

15.What do you think is the most important thing in ur life?
my family members . including my relatives.

16.What do u hope to be always there 4 u?
no one. cos i know there wont be anyone there for me forever.

17.What do u regret the most in ur life now?
not putting in my best effort in my studies past years.

18.What kind of friend do you hope to be in ur friend's eyes?
the one who will try to be there no matter what.

19.What are you doing now?
answering these questions luh. =.= wth.

20.what if you die,who are the person you don't wish him/her 2 cry?
the person whom i love"d" most.
if no one turns up at ur funeral, it is as though ur life doesnt count.

Instruction: remove 1 question from above and add in ur personal question.make it a total of 20 questions.
Tag 8 people in ur list..List them out at the end of this post..
Notify them in their chatbox that he/she have been tagged.
Whoever does the tag,Would have a blessing from all.

hmm. i dont wish to tag ppls blog. sorry. hhas.im lazy. if u want,just copy and do it.