Thursday, November 30, 2006

band practice is FUN todae!
thanks hanting and minghao for accompanying us go opposite eat!
and i wonder if vanessa is ok right now..
thx minghao and hanting again for accompanying mi wait for a cab.. =D
i love u guys lots. i miss allan.
and im so looking forward to monday cos im having a date with Hanting! =)


december
1-<9am>QM spring cleaning.
-<12pm>going out with shaun,elaine,gentson.
2-<1pm-9.30pm>WORK.
3-
4-<8am-1pm>Band practice.
-GO out with my dear hanting and minghao! =D
5-
6-
7-<1pm-6.30pm>Band practice.
8-<1pm-6.30pm>Band practice.
9-
10-
11-<8am-1pm> Band practice.
12-
13-
14-Rachel and daryl's bdae.
-<1pm-6.30pm> Band practice.
15-
16-
17-
18-
19-Elaine's bdae.
<8am-1pm>Band practice.
21-<1pm-6.30pm>Band practice.
22-
23-
24-
25-
26-<1pm-6.30> Band practice.

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

2618™™BHG~ says:
1. fingering. things to take note: correct rhydm, correct notes, correct pace
2. breathing. mark down all ur breathing points
3. work on long tone. hopefully u can substain 4bars with 1 breath but cannot den 2 bars 1 breath for the moment
4. pitching and tone. bell tone sound, achieved thru pushing ur diaphrum and tonguing
5. TONGUING! impt! stargato is stargato, tenuto is tenuto. ur tonguing is wrong sometimes cos i hear all the notes u make them short
6. phrasing. u must phrase ur sound correctly. dun jus cut off to breath or jus due to laziness, it will make the sound bad

most importantly..u must look at the conductor.

thanks tim.

okie.
im so damn pissed todae.
jus becos of one stupid idiotic msg..
okie.i wont care bout that anymore.
ppl makes mistakes ok.
no one is perfect.
and the choice piece is changed to a simpler one.
u should noe the reason?
so your playing is great?
ok.
prove to me lor?
i never see u play solo b4.
actually i wont bother if im in syf or not.
as what jason said,he joined band cos of fun-ness.
not becos of CCA Points ok.
and me too.i don give a dam bout cca points.
hahahas.
as i said.actually i wont bother if im in syf or not.
now i noe.. timothy is also banned from syf last yr.
so i gonna work hard and go for syf this yr.
just for myself.and my seniors.
i dont think my playing sux like hell ok.
if u r great,u come let mi look at your standard.
OH FCK MAN. ass.

I LOVE ELAINE LIEW SHU TING.






Sunday, November 26, 2006

yesterdae..was actually elaine's first day of work!
hmm..doing quite well..and she likes to ask "why"
hahas..her laughter is jus everywhere to make others laugh too.
=)
hmm..had fun working yesterdae..but qingbin pissed mi alittle.
and worked one hour onli with michelle..
but i think she said she wan kick mi for over ten times durin that one hour. >.<>.< hmm.thx linda fer inviting us..and hope u enjoyed yesterdae..
and HAPPY BDAE!! =)
going fer band le..and i wont be playing cos of my stupid sore throat.
HAPPY BDAE VIVIAN MY CUTIE! =D

Saturday, November 25, 2006

25th november liaos.
85 more days.
(:
zwinds performed for music and movement night yesterdaee.
hahas..
bhg they all came...
felt sad ferr jason as he cant perform..
hais.
and im happy..
cos my mum came,surprisingly..
and she watched our performance..
this ish the first time my mum attended my performance..
and i felt fortunate when my dad came to fetch us home..
thanks. =)

elaine went fer oje todae..
went to find her at around 12..
her oje ends at 2pm..
and i was there doing nothing..
so helped them clean trays..
and stupidoo qingbin..say i go there holidae..
cos i was wearing my home clothes and bringing my uniform and a shoebox.
aiya whatever.
hahas. then.. elaine was doing quite well i suppose..
i am supposed to work at 5.30..
then after 2pm,talked to elaine in the crew room..
then doreen came to tok to her at around 3plus..
and i went with her for injection.
hahas. speechless. =X
then we reached mac at around 4.30..and doreen told mi that ahboon asked mi to go home..no nid work ..cos im sick!! ahahaha.
sort of happy! i got mc..so still got pay for mi.. and i gonna work tmr.. =P
tomoro with doreen and michelle!! wootts.
dun knoe if my mum allow mi to go linda's bbq anot..cos mi sore throat.. =<
hmm..shall ask again tmr.
next week's schedule.
mon-band.
tues-band
wed-band.dentist.
thurs-do my homework.
fri-shopping.
sat-work
sun-work.

85..

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

went for band practice todae..woke up late..hahas.. quite fun lorr. =) oops.and mr masree asked mi to bring a junior in next yr.
im quite relieved..cos i don have to be stress bout teaching a junior right now..
but im worried fer next yr..
im afraid she cant learn fast..
when i have to leave..
i remembered the past..
when im jus a 3rd clarinetist.
and when i heard that they are changing germaine and i to sax or a bass clar.
when i dont knoe timothy er well.
when i ever cried cos i don wan to be seperated from them.
when i thought that bass clar sux.
when im so afraid that i cant do it.
when i know that i will be alone in 2006.
when i know that there will be no one to turn to after timothy leave.
when i know that i have to leave my section.
when i know that i will be odd one out in band.
when i thought that band will be miserable for mi from then on.
when i still so lousy at playing.
when i noe that band wont be as fun when timothy yeo fiona xuenan koonlong mich are all not around..

and then......
i learned the bass clarinet parts.
i get to talk more to tim er.
i get to know more things..
im beginning to love bass clarinet.
and timothy er left..
im alone.
and so,i hate band.
i don wan to go for band pracs.
feel that i don exist in the band.
so .. i PON band.
i heard that someone despise 3n ppl.
so.now..i trying to go for the band prac..
and i realise that..band is not so bad afterall..
its where i got to knoe so many ppl..
its where i got to knoe my brothers.
its where i belong?
and .. im proud to be a bass clarinetist..
even if im like invisible inside.

im not sure..
if this feeling will stay..
im afraid..
it will fade away..
maybe now im going to band so often is jus becos theres no classes..
and i cant see 3n..hahas.
i admit i miss them so much.
but..i will try..
if may kyu is coming in next yr..
i will teach her well..
cos i don wan disappoint the bass clar seniors..

but i just love timothy er so much.=X

Monday, November 20, 2006

tiring day todae! hais..yawn yawn.
hahas.. went to mit elaine around 12plus..then went to marina square..
shopped around..and bought clothes..hahas. then met vanessa at around 3plus.. forced her to eat with us..cos wan to treat her! hees..i noe im evil..todae ish vanessa's bdae..and therefore,i have to be evil for a day.=) managed to get her to eat..and we went to bugis after that..
shop here and there..sorry vanessa to make u so bored! hees.
bought a beautiful small and cute cake for her.. i ran down to buy it when i asked elaine to entertain her..woops.hahas.. =X then took candle..and i went to buy a lighter..ass la! outside buy 10cents..there buy 80cents!! wth lahs.
hm.. spent quite a lot todae..buying the notebook is already $15? hahas. nvm..its all worth it..
oh yas..i bought the cake and gave vanessa a surprise in the neoprint shop.. lighted the candle..and we took photos.. cos we got no camera u see? hees.. =P i noe im smart.! =D
anyway..after a tiring day..i hope u all enjoyed! and vanessa hope u like the presents from us + the treat + the cake + the neoprint pics.
stop thanking us ler la.hahas. u guys rest well tonight kae..theres band tmr.!
once more,HAPPY BDAE VANESSA!! <3.

Sunday, November 19, 2006

ass.. why is time passing so fast when ppl are enjoying what they are doing?
and why is it the opposite when ppl are doing things that are boring..?
hahas.went to malaysia yesterday with the rest of my relatives...
tot it would be boring..
but it turned out to be fun!
crazyness!hahahas.
at night we sat infront of the bbq pit..and i looked at them bbq.. my brothers all didnt go..basil they all oso didnt go.. so very few ppl there..the rest all children.. too bad dingchao slept early..if not we can take a photo together..
hahas.. sit there..look at them peng gang chicken..wahseh..damn funny la..one UNCLE.and huida standing there..one chicken to each person..and they are so funny.i wont say its lame.cos i don like to use the term lame. huida go touch his chicken..then he touch back huidas chicken and say"u don touch my chicken." then huida say.."u don touch my chicken"when he is hitting the other chicken..hahahas..! then they turn here turn there.. kip playing with the other's chicken instead of their own one..i laugh until peng sia..lols..then they sort of do chicken dance..wahahahas.. laugh my ass off..
after that.. we went in to watch television when the adults are playing majong..that show so nice..and then we took photos during commercials. really very tired..but jus don feel like slping.. cos will be there for one day onli.. saD luhss! then beforr i go slp,i went back to the living room to tell ah liu..when huida already soundly aslp on the sofa..lols. then i think after that ah liu woke him up and all went to bed le bahs.. slept at around 4am..and todae woke up at 8..those kids..waseh.so noisy!! watch cartoon noise lvl maximum.. but nvm.im looking forward to chinese new yr feb 18th! =D

i admit.
when im there..im missing some ppl over here.
when im back,im missing ppl over there MORE.

[look at the time.. ] =X
huida cant tarhan anymore..so he slept soundly on the living room's sofa..
[I LOVE THIS PIC.]
ah girl and i.
huida and i.
[i love them.]
jus attended his funeral..
im the result of them. =). and look at my greedy dad..

wee.
peejay and anson.
this is our house in malaysia.jus the outside.
five sistas.
benefits for being tall. =P
happy bdae~ look at the cake.omg.hahas.
(",)

Friday, November 17, 2006

yays..going malaysia ler..haha.woots.miss mi everyone!

"why u now like everything also dont care le..?"

hhas..why is that so?
maybe its time for mi to be myself.

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

hm.yesterdae. after a whole day of band practice.was feeling tiring..but what kept mi going was the chalet we r goin after band.hahas..had fun with them.. went into the room..and we lied down..talking.. then.. we went to bathe one by one..waseh..very shuang can!! hahahas.
then we came out..and listen them talk about ahem ahem.hahas.then kept laughing..entertained by yanling.fun lah aiya..dono how to say! then.. er.. took pictures..and elaine said she wanna slp.. lols..all of us exept yanling were lying on the bed.. and yanling kept grumbling saying she wanna go out walk walk.. lols.. so everyone cant slp cos of her !! lols.. at last.we oso bo bian..so go walk with her lor..anyway..many shops were closed at around 9.30.. then she treats us icecream..walked a while more..then we went back to the chalet.. then someone called teddy bear went there..hahas..we switched off the lights and watched horror show.. quite nice... lols..ya lahs..lazy type out all lahs..basically its jus about funness.
thanks anson,gentson and shaun for everything!! =D

hmm. maybe there are many small things or small matters for me to be happy.
maybe there is no reason for me to feel sad about at all..
one reason for us to have so many friends is becos u don have to worry when u noe that there is someone else being there for u when the other hurts u? is this true?
maybe i shouldnt be so kind anymore.
maybe i shouldnt trust anyone anymore.
u cause me to lose trust in all my friends.
ALL.

aw..i miss ziyi.i miss chocolate.i miss icecream.i miss guoheng and ben.
aw..i wanna go out with 2g2c..
aw..i wanna go out with spiahx..
aw..i m looking forward to tomoro!
aw..im happy.

Monday, November 13, 2006




she will never make mi cry.



on this very day..forgive me.

michelle! eyes shut! tongues out! wahahas.

the funness.
the attentiveness.
the unity.


forever in my heart.

they never fail to make mi smile.

look at my handwriting.bi-yew-ti-foo. isnt it? lols.

F&N class 2006..!
oie. F&N class rocks okAE!!
formal shot!
informal shot.hahas.
bleahs. do not envy us.
we love each other so much.
first formal shot.wee.

^^
tootys..
chocolate icecream..will never be bitter.swt.
i love u guys!!


never apart.
i miss them alot.