im quite relieved..cos i don have to be stress bout teaching a junior right now..
but im worried fer next yr..
im afraid she cant learn fast..
when i have to leave..
i remembered the past..
when im jus a 3rd clarinetist.
and when i heard that they are changing germaine and i to sax or a bass clar.
when i dont knoe timothy er well.
when i ever cried cos i don wan to be seperated from them.
when i thought that bass clar sux.
when im so afraid that i cant do it.
when i know that i will be alone in 2006.
when i know that there will be no one to turn to after timothy leave.
when i know that i have to leave my section.
when i know that i will be odd one out in band.
when i thought that band will be miserable for mi from then on.
when i still so lousy at playing.
when i noe that band wont be as fun when timothy yeo fiona xuenan koonlong mich are all not around..
and then......
i learned the bass clarinet parts.
i get to talk more to tim er.
i get to know more things..
im beginning to love bass clarinet.
and timothy er left..
im alone.
and so,i hate band.
i don wan to go for band pracs.
feel that i don exist in the band.
so .. i PON band.
i heard that someone despise 3n ppl.
so.now..i trying to go for the band prac..
and i realise that..band is not so bad afterall..
its where i got to knoe so many ppl..
its where i got to knoe my brothers.
its where i belong?
and .. im proud to be a bass clarinetist..
even if im like invisible inside.
im not sure..
if this feeling will stay..
im afraid..
it will fade away..
maybe now im going to band so often is jus becos theres no classes..
and i cant see 3n..hahas.
i admit i miss them so much.
but..i will try..
if may kyu is coming in next yr..
i will teach her well..
cos i don wan disappoint the bass clar seniors..
but i just love timothy er so much.=X
posted by PEIJIE. @ 11:46 PM
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