i cant understand guys..
they always do so much things just to achieve what they want..
and whenever they got what they wanted, they will just let go..
and they will make girls so confused..
who says girls are complicated?
guys are THE WORST.
one more time of such cases,i will hate guys forever.
goodbye grandpa-
it was a sleepless night for me yesterday..
i really turned and tossed .
woke up almost every hour to look at my phone.
i knew it was a bad feeling.
when i just stepped into the classroom..
my phone rang.
dingchao called,crying.
and i heard news that everyone dreaded the most,i guess.
i was stunned.
you are gone..
and i really thought of many things after that..
and it really has a big difference without you around.
during morning assembly,i went to the toilet..
called my mum.. and asked what they were doing..
and her sentence was "ah gong...
没有了"finally,i broke down..
its really sad to know the fact that you arent around anymore..
you have been a great grandpa,a great husband,a great dad,a great friend to all.
nothing can be done now..
20september2007
3.15AM.
goodbye grandpa.
im so so so damn not happy.
so troubled.
two ways to deal with this.
go out and enjoy.
or to sleep .
i choose to sleep.
have you miss someone so deeply before?
the feeling sucks.
dont you agree with me? :(
i cant stand it anymore.
any beer for me?
i want to get drunk.
when i aint happy last time,
i will complain everything to pangy.
and i will then hear him crap.
but its all in the past.
no more.
busy humans.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIDA~
The one who makes it doesn't need it
the one that buys it doesn't keep it
the one that sells it doesn't use it
the one that's using it never knows it being used
What am I?
guess this
if wrong,you lose nothing.
if correct,to be fair,you also gain nothing. (:
lousy hairdo.
ANson,me,HONgcheng. ((:
my chatty AUNT. ((:
the only girls in the family.
mummy ROCKS.((:
boating.
there were LOADS OF monkeys,but i only managed to capture two.
MICHELLE,which is you?
no pics with 6. :(
but he promised. next time it will be. ;)
world oh world.im finally back~ skipped school yesterday cause i went to malaysia on sunday and reached spore at 8plus yest. (:it was a very enjoyable trip. the wedding was okay. the couple was sweeet. ((:my aunt,3 other cousins and i went to the salon the wedding to style out hair.actually want them to tie for us.but it turned out to be shit. for me. cos im not used to perm hair.we had fun chatting and all at the wedding..and i realised, malaysia's wedding and spore's are totally different.. the wedding held there isnt air conditioned.and the feeling is totally different luhs. 100 over TABLEs that day.. wow. hahas.went back ahma's house at around 11plus pm.. and all gathered in the living room.. chatted.. adults with their topics.and teens with ours. hahas. interesting luhs..oh ya, people there of our age,can drive vehicles and motors. cool huh?grandpa's health has been deteriorating.and its kinda scary.i really hate to leave,but i have to.cos im a singaporean. :( im so so so looking forward to december. cos cousins will be coming to spore and we will PLAY~please,time,please fly.i miss them so. :(我要你快乐,
我要你幸福,
可是我最想要的,
是你.
-現在很想見你-
my mind is now filled up with many many things.
i really wanna go out.
NOW. not later.not next week.
i want to empty my brain.
aaron PANG,I FEEL LIKE CHATTING WITH YOU. ):
ahahas. im totally distracted from everything right now.
LORD,HELP ME.
my exams are coming soon.
come'on,peijie. GOGOGO.
suddenly remembered louis loy losing his temper during recess yesterday..he sort of overturned two benches,and everyone in the canteen was alarmed.all shocked.. we thought fights are breaking out again.but..i found out from ben that.. some boys in 4n2 were suspended from school till N LVL.the reason- they were caught smoking? and cigerattes were found?oh come on.welcome to zhonghua secondary.why cant those teachers NOT BE so DAMN BIAS against 4n students?esp 4n2? now that mr lim went for reservist..everything is in a mess,no one can interfere in these kind of matters? and some TEACHERS,or maybe ONE PARTICULAR teacher, kept picking on that class.since last yr till now! =.= come on man. smoking? and things have to be so serious?
ALL RUBBISH,BULLSHITS.CRAPS.
i really hope teachers in the school will come across my blog,honey's blog or linda's blog.
cos im really pissed. i really wish they will stop picking on my friends in there!
N lvl is coming in days time! and if they are suspended,how are they going to STUDY AND ATTEND LESSONS? i think the teacher's objective is to let them fail their N,and let them disappear from zhss straight!im not going to use vulgarities here.because,im reasonable. unlike certain teachers.once she step onto the stage,words like "4n2 stay back after this.", "the gurls in 4n2,have u finish talking?" "the whole school is waiting for you" WHY?wth? how in the bloody hell did we 4Ns OFFEND YOU?smoking is no big deal,not to the extend of being suspended.!chances are given to other students, (like just being canned in public or something) but,why not 4ns?(suspension!) im beginning to feel that this school is being SCREWED by the kind of discipline they are giving to the 4ns. its PLAIN BIAS.im wondering,if our discipline mistress is still mdm lau,what would happen? all these wont happen,im sure. nothing can be done now,but,i hope louis,wangwei and others will study hard at home and pass their N level.
"no matter how bad are the express students,they will still be regarded as the best.
no matter how good are the NA or NT students, they will still be regarded as the WORST."
how much truth is there in these two sentences?
why are the skies not pink,not red,not purple,but blue?why are the earth round?why are there colours,numbers and sizes?why are there rich and poor?why are there dictionaries?why are there natural disasters which make people suffer?why are there PEOPLE.?why are there inequalities between humans?why animals cant talk?why am i alive? why are there CRUELty in society.why the word "selfish" exists when it comes to love.?im just feeling bored.
it has been 4 days already. =(
how i wish prelims to be OVER NOW! XD
i really want to go out.!
should i go malaysia on sunday?
im tired.. and feel like skipping one day of lesson on monday!
can i? hahahas.
oh ya,i PON poa today! cool. ((:
bus trip today was WONDERFUL.
took bus 82 at 5plus.. till punggol end..then back HOME.
and we had a very GOOD CHAT in there! so SHIOK. ^.^
im dreading this month.september,please leave .
OH MY GOODNESS.
am i helpless?
NO MORE PROCRASTINATIONS!!! jialat.
im suppose to do some english work today..
and the stupid PSP made me EXTREMELY ADDICTED.
cos i kept winning in the games.LOL.^.^
ok,im going to WORK DOUBLE HARD.
JUST FOR THE SAKE OF "a new asset"
-a new television in my room,with SCV"
WEEEEE! exams are coming!
and im running out of time!
no matter what happened,we still smiled.
army times.
in the mERZ taxi. camwhored.
another close buddy of mine.
BALL game in the water.
ages,since we swam. SHIOK.
JOANNA-younger child of mr choo wei bin.
-JOY. [elder daughter of MR CHOO WEI BIN]
it will be a very short one here.
went to shopping with the gurls on saturday afternoon..at bugis..
ok,i think xinni bought the most things. lucky chap. hahas.
oh ya,and sorry to all for being so late! elaine and i were delayed by that !@#$#%^&* person in the salon! DUI BU QI hor. ^>^
we cabbed to mr choo's house for the bbq. woah.. and our taxi driver was really humourous.
he horned for the first time. and mabel says"uncle you very impatient leh"
then the uncle says"its not my fault you know. its his fault. he didnt want to move!"
then i said"uncle,u know what is impatient ah?"
then he said" of course. patient in the hospital called im-patient."
and got many more.
but its not funny any more.hahas.but his words are really meaningful. shall heed his advice!
the gathering at mr choo's house was FUN! because its 4n1. (:
asked my brother to bring us PE pants..and we went swimming. thanks kor!
played ball in the pool and all. extremely enjoyable.
many of us went down the water. and i managed to pull/push mr choo down the water TWICE!
no wonder.. im the first one he called today during his physics lesson today.LOL.
but its really very fun! and his dotters are lovely! ^.^
went off at around 10plus or so.
thanks,4N1. (",)
i LOVE my gurls MANY.
im wondering how much i will miss them when i leave school. ):
came across my brother's friendster profile. and saw what he wrote.
"life is all abt needs and wants .... if i ever can conqure my strong desire to succeed , i will be sitting everyday at a seaside watching sunset..."
its very meaningful to me.. and the comments he had, made me feel more motivated. he is someone i really admire. and my second brotheR IS also SUPERB. they always know what they wanted. and i have never seen him down before.
i know what i should do,but im very unwilling to. ):
yay,im so lookiing forward to saturday's BBq, at mr choo's housee. ((:
how i wish 4n2 to be there too. ):
woke up automatically at 8 plus today.dont know why.. then went to play with dumbdumb.((:
went for breakfast with my parents,and then to a place where i have not stepped into for ages.
the MARKET. ((:
following behind my mum,i realised,where ever she walked to, there will be people smiling to her and they will be exchanging greetings.the feeling is so nice! hahas. although market is a bit dirty,smelly,crowded,slippery and all, but, i guess,thats the place where housewives LOVE,or maybe HAVE to go. im thinking to myself, will i be that housewife one day? or will i be the type who will work all day long? hahahas. quite fun lah.. hahas.
bought a few tops at kovan.. and then went back home. oh ya,dammit,im burnt! zzz.
it will be holidays in the following week.. and it was for us to stay at home and revise..
i dont really care bout myself,but i seriously hope that my friends in 4n2 will study real hard.. and they will make it to sec 5..especially ben. (:
i remembered what you swore,make sure u mean it.
