it's a life afterall. (:
Saturday, September 30, 2006
yesterdae stayed back in sch to play basketball again.. hahas.played with elaine xinni ziyi melanie joey prati lihua 2 louis mingliang martin wenshu blablabla lahs..fun lahs..damn funny..hahahas.. 3n rocks lah..lols.=) hm..actualli wanted to go with them to kovan de... but..guoheng like don welcome mi..cos he don wan mi to see him cry! hahas. told ben i will go find them later on..but i didnt.. maybe staying in sch is happier! hahas. fnn class simply rocks lahs.. we love mdm liang so so much. and we love each other too! had fun in class.. after playing basketball around 6plus,we went to play the piano..and then mr lee the vp asked us to go eat buffet! wahahaha..cool..we chiong to the canteen immediately.. and ate of cos..delicious! then helped the teachers pack up.. and went home around 7 plus! hahas.. fridae is always so fun.. =))
Thursday, September 28, 2006
sho tiring luhs..aiyo.. im jus so fed up with some ppl luhs... sec one onli wan find troubles? tmd.. as if my juniors have offended u laidat..still say they flirt..mus u all care in the first place? and whu so boliao go pout water on your bags luhs.. we 15 yrs old liao lah aunties..-.- think we like u ar? still ask ppl to be judge? wah seh..u think court mehs..tmd..ass..waste our time.. then wan find trouble..don wan settle run here and there... -.- CHILDISH LAH.
hm..the feeling is sort of fading le lahs..i dont know why.. hais. =)
hahas..duno why always come to sch with darren hor,will be so happy de... maybe of his jokes? his face? lols..and the way he talks? hahas.im not sure lahs..but its nice starting a dae coming to sch with him lohs..hahaha...
right now im jus tired..played basketball in sch with mr lam,ziyi,ivan,xinni,melanie and elaine.. fun.. fun..FUN!mr lam simply rocks lahs..love him so much.hahas.. nice teacher.and cute.(cuter than darren ) oops! hahahas.. hope he doesnt read this post.=X
erm.im going to study my F&n liaos..i don wan to fail...i don wan to drop..cos f&n class rocks!! yep..hahas. wann study as hard as possible liao..i don wan my maths to deprove..i love maths.and thats it.no matter my results are gd or not. but one thing is for sure,my maths standard drop like siao liao..gonna study liao..and thats final.=)
hm..the feeling is sort of fading le lahs..i dont know why.. hais. =)
hahas..duno why always come to sch with darren hor,will be so happy de... maybe of his jokes? his face? lols..and the way he talks? hahas.im not sure lahs..but its nice starting a dae coming to sch with him lohs..hahaha...
right now im jus tired..played basketball in sch with mr lam,ziyi,ivan,xinni,melanie and elaine.. fun.. fun..FUN!mr lam simply rocks lahs..love him so much.hahas.. nice teacher.and cute.(cuter than darren ) oops! hahahas.. hope he doesnt read this post.=X
erm.im going to study my F&n liaos..i don wan to fail...i don wan to drop..cos f&n class rocks!! yep..hahas. wann study as hard as possible liao..i don wan my maths to deprove..i love maths.and thats it.no matter my results are gd or not. but one thing is for sure,my maths standard drop like siao liao..gonna study liao..and thats final.=)
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
todae ish our advanced paper..-social studies and english paper two.
hm..u wan to noe how was it?
my social studies..hmm..sory to disappoint u michelle..but i tried my best liaos..i revised on the topic sri lanka and tamil de..i got no time to study for the rest..but in the end..the paper has got nothing to do with sri lanka at all... im so damn unlucky..i did two of the source based ques..and essay was left blank.. i noe i suck lahs..but my brain is jus empty at that time..i really noe nothing bout diplomacy.. shit mi.im lousy can..i always wanted to try.but i cant..i dont knoe why.i got serious short term memory!!
english paper wasnt soft.its hard. almost went mad..-.-
hmm..ok enough bout those. i jus wan to let u noe..i hate ppl forcing mi to say things which i dont wan to..i seriously hate that.since i don wan to say,no use forcing mi..dont think u r fierce then i will be afraid of u.. jus hate ppl whu make use of ppl to noe more ppl of the opposite sex.ass. u pissed mi off.
hm..u wan to noe how was it?
my social studies..hmm..sory to disappoint u michelle..but i tried my best liaos..i revised on the topic sri lanka and tamil de..i got no time to study for the rest..but in the end..the paper has got nothing to do with sri lanka at all... im so damn unlucky..i did two of the source based ques..and essay was left blank.. i noe i suck lahs..but my brain is jus empty at that time..i really noe nothing bout diplomacy.. shit mi.im lousy can..i always wanted to try.but i cant..i dont knoe why.i got serious short term memory!!
english paper wasnt soft.its hard. almost went mad..-.-
hmm..ok enough bout those. i jus wan to let u noe..i hate ppl forcing mi to say things which i dont wan to..i seriously hate that.since i don wan to say,no use forcing mi..dont think u r fierce then i will be afraid of u.. jus hate ppl whu make use of ppl to noe more ppl of the opposite sex.ass. u pissed mi off.
Sunday, September 24, 2006
hmm.. yes..i dunch have to think the unnecessaries. jus let it be laidat.. i don wan to think any further... all thanks to my best fren-guoheng~ u dun have to do so much things..u dun have to change yourself jus for ppl to like u.. its no use.. if ppl don like u,then so be it.. so wad if everyone likes u? they will oso be beside u whenever there are benefits for them right? "forever" this word.. is thoroughly out of my vocabulary list..nothing lasts forever. nothing. when one has to change, he/she don nid to say and tell everyone she wants to change..like me. cos if u tell one person,u r not gonna change anymore.. and its hard for u to change.. change change change..everyone is changing.. no matter to the worse or to the better.. its still going thru the process of changing.. and changing of one's character links up to many possible factors. -feelings.-friendship-kinship-more.
hmm. think less.. smile.everything will be over very soon. =) thanks guoheng.
hmm. think less.. smile.everything will be over very soon. =) thanks guoheng.
Saturday, September 23, 2006
woke up early todae.. went to ang mokio library todae~ walao ehs..on the way to my bus stop..when my bro is walking about 100m away from mi, i picked up two dollas.. then i continued walking..and i picked up another two dollas! waseh..i tot is my bro's de..but i dont think it was later on..i reached the bus stop and asked if its his..he said no..but he took the four dollas away.sob.
reached library at 10.30..then we revised on our own..ryan and grace went after some time.. then they went for lunch at 12 plus to 1.40 can!! walao eh..leave mi and ryan in the library..but i continued to do my maths luhs.hahas..then went around looking for bks..saw shukman with her frens studying there..=) then hm..i went off b4 the rest came back from lunch.. took a cab to mac..reached there at 1.50.. i smsed michelle if she can come over at 3 todae..she told mi she cant cos she got things to do..i was like.. damn worried for my exams luhs.lols.. then lihua came..studied..all the way until 5plus..then we ran to the opposite..climbed around the dono wad..then exercised..then ran about..then ran back to mac..lols... ah chun aunty told mi i wont ibet.. $10..she left the money on the schedule and betty passed it to me..lols..
and michelle reached about 6? she taught us source based ques..and some chem..we chatted and chatted bout many things luh..how fun..i wan play basketball!! yeah we are going to one day.. she's going to learn.yeah.lols.anyway thanks for the drinks michelle..and thx fer sparing time to teach us.. =D went home after that lohs... so tired..studied for whole day..wth.lols..i wan play bball..! hahahs..
i dun noe why..but i jus feel out of place in her heart. =(
reached library at 10.30..then we revised on our own..ryan and grace went after some time.. then they went for lunch at 12 plus to 1.40 can!! walao eh..leave mi and ryan in the library..but i continued to do my maths luhs.hahas..then went around looking for bks..saw shukman with her frens studying there..=) then hm..i went off b4 the rest came back from lunch.. took a cab to mac..reached there at 1.50.. i smsed michelle if she can come over at 3 todae..she told mi she cant cos she got things to do..i was like.. damn worried for my exams luhs.lols.. then lihua came..studied..all the way until 5plus..then we ran to the opposite..climbed around the dono wad..then exercised..then ran about..then ran back to mac..lols... ah chun aunty told mi i wont ibet.. $10..she left the money on the schedule and betty passed it to me..lols..
and michelle reached about 6? she taught us source based ques..and some chem..we chatted and chatted bout many things luh..how fun..i wan play basketball!! yeah we are going to one day.. she's going to learn.yeah.lols.anyway thanks for the drinks michelle..and thx fer sparing time to teach us.. =D went home after that lohs... so tired..studied for whole day..wth.lols..i wan play bball..! hahahs..
i dun noe why..but i jus feel out of place in her heart. =(
Friday, September 22, 2006
had english paper one todae...i reminded guoheng LOTS of times not to fall asleep b4 finishing the whole paper.. and he realli didnt.hahas.. gd luhs.. hope they can pass..and i hope i can pass too.. not enough time for mi lohs.. anyway ar.. i wrote the same topic as xinni!! weee.hahas..
and both oso wrote bout stealing handphones..wao..telepathy. =D
after school stayed back to watch the soccer match between 3ns and 4t.. not realli interesting? so sunny over there..and yanling cried.. i dono what happened.. but she suddenli thinks that all of us hate her.. i dont..i onli find her quite strange these few days.~ maybe she felt better jus now..talked to her..and was ignored..hahas. hope she is fine now loh.. and at around 2plus 3 we started playing basket ball.. grouped with alvin,mabel,huiying..fun !! ahahas.. funny luhs.. felt so bad to leave lishyuan and ziyi on the staircase while im having fun~ duibuqi wor.
then we rested and stopped playing with vin they all after that..we played with gurls!! +ziyi melanie mabel huiying..then changed team oso...hahas..fun again .. then we rested..and continued at 5plus..changed team again cos ziyi and melanie not playing le.. i grouped with elaine and huiying..hahas..and elaine kept forgetting to clear luhs~ nvm luhs.. last time i oso always forget de mahs. wah VERY FUN LUHS..BASKETBALL ROCKS. went home alone! and having tuition later on... duno where the hell is he luhs.lols. darren went home earli and not online now..ben oso..hahas..but still very fun~ okie shall end here. tatas`
and both oso wrote bout stealing handphones..wao..telepathy. =D
after school stayed back to watch the soccer match between 3ns and 4t.. not realli interesting? so sunny over there..and yanling cried.. i dono what happened.. but she suddenli thinks that all of us hate her.. i dont..i onli find her quite strange these few days.~ maybe she felt better jus now..talked to her..and was ignored..hahas. hope she is fine now loh.. and at around 2plus 3 we started playing basket ball.. grouped with alvin,mabel,huiying..fun !! ahahas.. funny luhs.. felt so bad to leave lishyuan and ziyi on the staircase while im having fun~ duibuqi wor.
then we rested and stopped playing with vin they all after that..we played with gurls!! +ziyi melanie mabel huiying..then changed team oso...hahas..fun again .. then we rested..and continued at 5plus..changed team again cos ziyi and melanie not playing le.. i grouped with elaine and huiying..hahas..and elaine kept forgetting to clear luhs~ nvm luhs.. last time i oso always forget de mahs. wah VERY FUN LUHS..BASKETBALL ROCKS. went home alone! and having tuition later on... duno where the hell is he luhs.lols. darren went home earli and not online now..ben oso..hahas..but still very fun~ okie shall end here. tatas`
Thursday, September 21, 2006
todae?
didnt mitt jolyn leis.?
i forgot to bring my handphone luhs!! tmd..wth..then my hand so itchy during lessons! haha
but guoheng lent mi his one until 1plus..hahas.thx dude!
lessons are as usual lohs..
after sch went to the canteen~ watched them play basket ball..hahas..and quite fun todae oso..
we went around holding on to a cup of water chasing alvin. and when alvin wasnt looking,i ran behind him and SPLASH! he was wet.haha!! ben did shouted "OIE" To him beforehand..but alvin blamed him for shouting so late.lols!! hahas..
hmm.. did some homework..and i realised my maths are dropping in standard..!
tmd i swear i gonna buck up! and if i were to get gd results,i wont be selfish.i will teach my frens.! hahas.yes.i swear.
didnt mitt jolyn leis.?
i forgot to bring my handphone luhs!! tmd..wth..then my hand so itchy during lessons! haha
but guoheng lent mi his one until 1plus..hahas.thx dude!
lessons are as usual lohs..
after sch went to the canteen~ watched them play basket ball..hahas..and quite fun todae oso..
we went around holding on to a cup of water chasing alvin. and when alvin wasnt looking,i ran behind him and SPLASH! he was wet.haha!! ben did shouted "OIE" To him beforehand..but alvin blamed him for shouting so late.lols!! hahas..
hmm.. did some homework..and i realised my maths are dropping in standard..!
tmd i swear i gonna buck up! and if i were to get gd results,i wont be selfish.i will teach my frens.! hahas.yes.i swear.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
boo.im back. yesterdae after sch..we were supposed to study as a group..but we slack as a group instead.we went to the canteen for lunch..and came across some 3n boys playing basketball..we watched.we laughed.we talked.we crapped.we played. we joined in the game at around 4plus. played with yongsiang,xinni,elaine,lihua,koh jin and daryl..hahaha! so funny and fun!! all of us against yongsiang..and kohjin kept making us laugh. daryl still say tat its not an amusement park..cos we kept laughing luhs... lol!! but very fun luhs.
then hmm.. bla bla and stuffs luhs. kohjin started a jelly game? haha..he threw the jelly around..and we laughed alot again..its damn funn lah!! ok its not meant to be childish. then we watched them play bball..then i dunch feel like playing le mahs..so sat at the canteen alone..actually wanted to do hw..then lihua came..then xinni and elaine oso came..so didnt in the end..and tmd damn suay lahs.my papers dropped onto the pool of water on the floor! wth leh. thx lihua and xinni and maybe elaine for helping out.actualli elaine said wan take cab together..then suddenli her brain got electric shock..so didnt..and i went home alone.
todae..i begged ben,caren and wenlei to go for hairstyling course.. and stupid ben kept saying that he has to ask the botak group first! hahas..then when the bus is leaving liao..they ran towards the bus.. hahas..they are coming..sort of happy luhs..cos got warren oso..and i noe it will be fun. so we went.. and its fun luhs.todae we learnt how to dye ppl's hair..and we oso used the remaining time to wash each other's hair..hahas. we had fun in the bus when coming bck to sch..hahas.. they kept waving to the ppl they dont knoe..and a couple waved back lehs!! hahas..fun fun and FUN! went back to sch.. played the piano..now i noe how to play the song "zui jing" liaos.!! i learnt for 30 min i think. then waited for darren.. tmd.. he go play basketball with the rest..until very late... so we went off at 7 bahs. lishyuan accompanied mi to mac..and xinni accompanied yanling to interchange..i went to find ziyi and melanie lohs.. talked..and they went thru my file..they read my compo.the one i wrote bout xinni and got 22/30.hahas.
oh ya.i said i would blog this.so..ziyi said that her pe shirt is too heavy for her to put inside her bag..and she has to kip it inside her MUSIC file..still got recorder de fingering!! hahahahas.fun being with them.. i wont say anything to ben about her anymore..cos he kept speaking for her. hmm..no more loh.took 101 with melanie..and i can see they are really close luhs.told ziyi things.and she told mi things too..! hahas. oh ya..jus now..melanie took my compo(the one which i wrote bout xinni) and went to queue for drinks in mac.then i told them if they were to show the counter crew that compo..they will get a special discount! and they really gave discount! hahas..=D
stupid.
then hmm.. bla bla and stuffs luhs. kohjin started a jelly game? haha..he threw the jelly around..and we laughed alot again..its damn funn lah!! ok its not meant to be childish. then we watched them play bball..then i dunch feel like playing le mahs..so sat at the canteen alone..actually wanted to do hw..then lihua came..then xinni and elaine oso came..so didnt in the end..and tmd damn suay lahs.my papers dropped onto the pool of water on the floor! wth leh. thx lihua and xinni and maybe elaine for helping out.actualli elaine said wan take cab together..then suddenli her brain got electric shock..so didnt..and i went home alone.
todae..i begged ben,caren and wenlei to go for hairstyling course.. and stupid ben kept saying that he has to ask the botak group first! hahas..then when the bus is leaving liao..they ran towards the bus.. hahas..they are coming..sort of happy luhs..cos got warren oso..and i noe it will be fun. so we went.. and its fun luhs.todae we learnt how to dye ppl's hair..and we oso used the remaining time to wash each other's hair..hahas. we had fun in the bus when coming bck to sch..hahas.. they kept waving to the ppl they dont knoe..and a couple waved back lehs!! hahas..fun fun and FUN! went back to sch.. played the piano..now i noe how to play the song "zui jing" liaos.!! i learnt for 30 min i think. then waited for darren.. tmd.. he go play basketball with the rest..until very late... so we went off at 7 bahs. lishyuan accompanied mi to mac..and xinni accompanied yanling to interchange..i went to find ziyi and melanie lohs.. talked..and they went thru my file..they read my compo.the one i wrote bout xinni and got 22/30.hahas.
oh ya.i said i would blog this.so..ziyi said that her pe shirt is too heavy for her to put inside her bag..and she has to kip it inside her MUSIC file..still got recorder de fingering!! hahahahas.fun being with them.. i wont say anything to ben about her anymore..cos he kept speaking for her. hmm..no more loh.took 101 with melanie..and i can see they are really close luhs.told ziyi things.and she told mi things too..! hahas. oh ya..jus now..melanie took my compo(the one which i wrote bout xinni) and went to queue for drinks in mac.then i told them if they were to show the counter crew that compo..they will get a special discount! and they really gave discount! hahas..=D
stupid.
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
my results.
eng-73.3
chinese-73
humanities-28
mathematics-76
science-62
food and nutrition-34.4
poa-64.4
hmm.quite satisfied with my english and chinese.but i noe i can do better.
my targets.
eng-A1
mathes-A1
humanities-C5
chinese-A1
science-A2
fnn-B4
poa-A2.
good luck to me.
eng-73.3
chinese-73
humanities-28
mathematics-76
science-62
food and nutrition-34.4
poa-64.4
hmm.quite satisfied with my english and chinese.but i noe i can do better.
my targets.
eng-A1
mathes-A1
humanities-C5
chinese-A1
science-A2
fnn-B4
poa-A2.
good luck to me.
i hate u to the core!! i hate u i hate u!! i never think of u when im bored or im down or im happy or im sad.never!u will never be in my mind. the moment i thought of how u treated mi, i will be damn angry!! i never wanted to tok to u.NEVER. AT ALL. the moment i see u,i feel like puking! and THANks for being so un-helpful! u r always showing mi that u r sad too! u never fails to show mi that u r angry! i hate u i hate u i hate u!! u are always far away when i needed u!! so u kindly fck off.i AM NOT THINKING OF U.AND WILL NEVER BE..I WILL NEVER TOK TO U!
GET LOST.
everything opposite.
GET LOST.
everything opposite.
Sunday, September 17, 2006
yesterdaee midnight..when my bro was using the com.. lihua nudged mi..and my bro told mi that she asked mi to call her immediately.. i tot something happened...and i heard doreen;s voice.hahas.she asked us to work todae.. so i went todae lohs..but lihua in the end never go again..
hms.quite fun todae.. very slack..not many customers...hahas. enjoyed more in the kitchen with gentson.. =D
actualli tot of revising my work..then revised some physics..cant tarhan..cos the com is infront of me luhs.then i watched wei xiao pasta until the 9th episode liao loh..im such a failure luhs. no determination at all.hahas. tmr can see 6 botaks in sch liaos.hahas. ben said he now more shuai..we shall see. nth else.tata.
hms.quite fun todae.. very slack..not many customers...hahas. enjoyed more in the kitchen with gentson.. =D
actualli tot of revising my work..then revised some physics..cant tarhan..cos the com is infront of me luhs.then i watched wei xiao pasta until the 9th episode liao loh..im such a failure luhs. no determination at all.hahas. tmr can see 6 botaks in sch liaos.hahas. ben said he now more shuai..we shall see. nth else.tata.
Saturday, September 16, 2006
yesterdae went for hairstyling course at tanjong pagar.. it was fun yesterdae!! but too bad the guys didnt go cos they went to cut their hair botak.hahas..im looking forward to monday so i can see 6 BOTAKS! hahas. woops. then we got to wash each other;s hair yesterdae luhs..how fun! hahas.my hair got washed twice... but it doesnt seemed to be smooth luhs.lousy conditioner and shampoo they have.hahas..oops. =\ had stomach cramp from the moment i woke up until i slp..wth.
woke up earli todae..then immediately went to bathe.ahahas.then i sat on my bed.began to read a story bk titled:premonitions. it was interesting..i continued reading untill 11 plus..and went down ferr lunch. was supposed to mit michelle cos she said she gonna teach us humanities techniques. i changed liaos..and she smsed mi saying she got something on.. so we went there to study on our own.. learnt something todae lohs..thx gurl.hahas. hmm.
went to potong pasir mac to study..sue was there..=D she ish cute.. and caleb and dc.. hahas..missed those times working with them luhs. and aunty jenny too.. so fun..laughing around...maybe after exams i shall work at night ! hahas. its fun.. but im jus afraid of jorine luhs.oops. now i realise something.. look at the brighter side of everything.and no matter whu u r with,no matter where u go, no matter what u do, no matter wad ppl say, u will be happy.=)
gonna study real soon luhs.my social studies ar..aiyo lagging.. hahas.ok im off! =D
pss...i noe u miss me.hahas. =D
HAPPY BIRTHDAE JOYCE LOW!
woke up earli todae..then immediately went to bathe.ahahas.then i sat on my bed.began to read a story bk titled:premonitions. it was interesting..i continued reading untill 11 plus..and went down ferr lunch. was supposed to mit michelle cos she said she gonna teach us humanities techniques. i changed liaos..and she smsed mi saying she got something on.. so we went there to study on our own.. learnt something todae lohs..thx gurl.hahas. hmm.
went to potong pasir mac to study..sue was there..=D she ish cute.. and caleb and dc.. hahas..missed those times working with them luhs. and aunty jenny too.. so fun..laughing around...maybe after exams i shall work at night ! hahas. its fun.. but im jus afraid of jorine luhs.oops. now i realise something.. look at the brighter side of everything.and no matter whu u r with,no matter where u go, no matter what u do, no matter wad ppl say, u will be happy.=)
gonna study real soon luhs.my social studies ar..aiyo lagging.. hahas.ok im off! =D
pss...i noe u miss me.hahas. =D
HAPPY BIRTHDAE JOYCE LOW!
Thursday, September 14, 2006
hm..todae on mc..so didnt go to band.. my mum oso don let mi go..heard that mr chew will decide to leave or to stay in this band.. i took my flu medicine..cant tarhan to went hm rest.. i regretted taking it this morning luhs..slept during the third period in tan ghim hwa's lesson.. and she is sho damn noisy.. ask mi go sick bay..i oso don intend to go hm luhs.! i got MC ok!! yay i win. i continued slping.. hmm..something bad happened to zwinds again todae luhs..
heard that many ppl cried.. the leaders.. hais.. didnt expect things get so serious right now.. everyone was punctual todae..and most of the ppl went for band prac.. its so crucial..hahas.
he talked in front of the whole band todae. i wont mention whu.
his words touched everyone's heart i think? and most of them cried. hmm..he talked about last yr's syf.. chatted with hanting jus now.. we remembered the days.. the days when....
everyone called my hp at a certain time for conference including timothy.
everyone chatted happily..
everyone talked about everything.
everyone cares for each other.
everyone loves each other so much.
now.. it became the opposite..?
hanting and i realli dono how to help him.. i noe we meant nothing to him right now..hanting said..maybe we are jus temporily his best frens at that time..now he has found nicer frens.. so we will remain as normal frens..that isnt wad we wan.. why cant he understand.. we kept worrying bout him..and he treated us like this.. last time.. he told us many things.. told hanting never to quarrel anymore.. tells mi when he quarreled with hanting..now.. not a single hi from him to me.
or maybe to hanting too..maybe now he has ivan.. maybe he doesnt need us anymore..we r not sure bout it..
last time..when i tried to cheer him up,i will recieve msg like: thx..i will cheer up sis.dun worry.
now..i sms him again.. and the reply was: ok ty.
thats all.
i went speechless.hanting nearly cried.
and me too..i cried once becos of him..maybe we cared too much for him le..? maybe we too busybody le? maybe we meant nothing to him le.. i dono..we dono..we realli dono wad he is thinking.. can someone pls tell us..?
wad causes the change in him..? i really hope we can be like last time..
i still remember the time when he wanted to step down as a monitor.. and how i persuaded him.
now..and tat time..as wad hanting said..
the change was like..
ok.=X speechless again.
wad should we do right noww..waiting for him to change bck? or he doesnt wan us to bother bout him..or he doesnt bothers bout us anymore? maybe liyan yvonne ivan joeseph koonleng are the ones fer him..
gettting mad..
i noe he has many frens and sons whu are concern bout him.. but does he noes that we are always thinking bout him..?
u will never noe wad will happen to u and your closed ones the next moment
u will never noe when will your fren changes his/her attitude towards u
u will never noe wad to do when all these things happen
u will never noe how to change back things after that
u will never realise how imp ppl around u are until u realised u are losing them.
u will never noe.
heard that many ppl cried.. the leaders.. hais.. didnt expect things get so serious right now.. everyone was punctual todae..and most of the ppl went for band prac.. its so crucial..hahas.
he talked in front of the whole band todae. i wont mention whu.
his words touched everyone's heart i think? and most of them cried. hmm..he talked about last yr's syf.. chatted with hanting jus now.. we remembered the days.. the days when....
everyone called my hp at a certain time for conference including timothy.
everyone chatted happily..
everyone talked about everything.
everyone cares for each other.
everyone loves each other so much.
now.. it became the opposite..?
hanting and i realli dono how to help him.. i noe we meant nothing to him right now..hanting said..maybe we are jus temporily his best frens at that time..now he has found nicer frens.. so we will remain as normal frens..that isnt wad we wan.. why cant he understand.. we kept worrying bout him..and he treated us like this.. last time.. he told us many things.. told hanting never to quarrel anymore.. tells mi when he quarreled with hanting..now.. not a single hi from him to me.
or maybe to hanting too..maybe now he has ivan.. maybe he doesnt need us anymore..we r not sure bout it..
last time..when i tried to cheer him up,i will recieve msg like: thx..i will cheer up sis.dun worry.
now..i sms him again.. and the reply was: ok ty.
thats all.
i went speechless.hanting nearly cried.
and me too..i cried once becos of him..maybe we cared too much for him le..? maybe we too busybody le? maybe we meant nothing to him le.. i dono..we dono..we realli dono wad he is thinking.. can someone pls tell us..?
wad causes the change in him..? i really hope we can be like last time..
i still remember the time when he wanted to step down as a monitor.. and how i persuaded him.
now..and tat time..as wad hanting said..
the change was like..
ok.=X speechless again.
wad should we do right noww..waiting for him to change bck? or he doesnt wan us to bother bout him..or he doesnt bothers bout us anymore? maybe liyan yvonne ivan joeseph koonleng are the ones fer him..
gettting mad..
i noe he has many frens and sons whu are concern bout him.. but does he noes that we are always thinking bout him..?
u will never noe wad will happen to u and your closed ones the next moment
u will never noe when will your fren changes his/her attitude towards u
u will never noe wad to do when all these things happen
u will never noe how to change back things after that
u will never realise how imp ppl around u are until u realised u are losing them.
u will never noe.
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
last night.. i slept from 6plus to 9.30..when i woke up..i got no voice..cant speak at all.. and mummy asked mi to go downstairs to eat.. i went down.. got no appetite luhs..and korkor was taking his plate of rice.. i went to ask mummy to bring mi to a doctor later..and she asked mi wad happened lahs.. i said sore throat..she could hear the difference in my voice.. =x my brother immediately put down his plate of rice and shouted to mi..:gurl i bring u to a doctor.. i was like..WAO..he rocks lahs..he must be feeling very tired at that time..
so managed to see a doctor b4 the clinic closes..
then went home.. and straight to bed..mum woke mi up at 1am for medicine.. thx luhs.. im so troublesome.. =X
todae..didnt go to sch... stayed at hm..woke up at 8plus..and did some of my homework.. when i woke up,i saw my hp.. and i read two smses.. one from lihua one from yanling. hahas.thx frens.. yan..so swiit of u..ahas.. =))
now watching weixiao pasta..until 4th episode liao wor..hahahas! nice nice.. =) tatas..
so managed to see a doctor b4 the clinic closes..
then went home.. and straight to bed..mum woke mi up at 1am for medicine.. thx luhs.. im so troublesome.. =X
todae..didnt go to sch... stayed at hm..woke up at 8plus..and did some of my homework.. when i woke up,i saw my hp.. and i read two smses.. one from lihua one from yanling. hahas.thx frens.. yan..so swiit of u..ahas.. =))
now watching weixiao pasta..until 4th episode liao wor..hahahas! nice nice.. =) tatas..
Monday, September 11, 2006
woo.. didnt get to slp for the whole night ..and todae ish the first day of term 4 liaos..! having a very bad sore throat..i smsed lihua..guoheng..and my big brother at midnight..hahas..i turned here and there..walked here and there.. when i opened my eyes again..it was 5am..i decided to take a bath. and i went to mac to mit yanling..elaine was damn late.. -.-
and i kept sneezing during ss lesson.. was feeling miserable luhs.. =( my nose was RUNNING like hell can..
hmm..guoheng didnt come to school.. hahas. and after sch,lishyuan elaine and i stayed back to study in the library..had lunch in the canteen..and elaine got watermelon juice luhs..hais..how i wish i get one from him too.. lols.. day dreaming again luhx. actualli should feel contented liaos lohs..cos.. he helped mi in many many things liaos..hahas.. and thx fer everything =P
and i kept sneezing during ss lesson.. was feeling miserable luhs.. =( my nose was RUNNING like hell can..
hmm..guoheng didnt come to school.. hahas. and after sch,lishyuan elaine and i stayed back to study in the library..had lunch in the canteen..and elaine got watermelon juice luhs..hais..how i wish i get one from him too.. lols.. day dreaming again luhx. actualli should feel contented liaos lohs..cos.. he helped mi in many many things liaos..hahas.. and thx fer everything =P
Sunday, September 10, 2006
hmm..yesterdae went to johnathan's hs fer buffet.. nothing special happened lohs..when we reached there,darren went off.. and when we went off..darren came back.. sad horr.lols. and kj oso not there.. no one to entertain us..so we sat beside the swimming pool.watching them swim..and chatted? hahas..quite bored.. then elaine and i played with water lohs..folded our pants and went into the water to our knee..haha..then all wet liaoz.
then went home around 9plus.. then they went to play pool...so tired.. hahas..then watched wei xiao pasta..damn nice..hahas..! strongly reccomanded worrs.is hanting back in singapore? hahas.. hm.. sick liaos..feel like vomiting.. having cold..sore throat..headache..hais..tmr first dae of sch..now i laidat liaos..tmd..suay..gottago le..tata`
then went home around 9plus.. then they went to play pool...so tired.. hahas..then watched wei xiao pasta..damn nice..hahas..! strongly reccomanded worrs.is hanting back in singapore? hahas.. hm.. sick liaos..feel like vomiting.. having cold..sore throat..headache..hais..tmr first dae of sch..now i laidat liaos..tmd..suay..gottago le..tata`
Saturday, September 09, 2006
Friday, September 08, 2006
woots. todae woke up at 5am
went to bathe and went to mac..
then xinni was late as usual..lihua oso late..yanling worse..
todae wasnt late for band..
lols..so surprised huh? then after band went to kovan find jolyn.. then went to have lunch at thai express.. and walked around..and lols.. they came to my hs.. we played scrabble..hahas..its supposed to be a board game? but its fun!! hahas..thx again.. to both of yew~
then we took some piccs! hahas. accompanied jolyn to pizza cos she working at 6pm..
then yanling and i went home liaos.hahas.. very tiring..now still on the phone with darren,kj,xinni,elaine and yanling.. at least got entertainment..lols..
tmr i wont be going for band..i don have any instrument for sectional.. dun have instru for mi to clean.. =X and i still having headache..so i will stay at hm..duno why nowadaes my head so pain..migrane?duno lahs aiya..i nid to relax leis.. =) tatas..
i miss hanting..
went to bathe and went to mac..
then xinni was late as usual..lihua oso late..yanling worse..
todae wasnt late for band..
lols..so surprised huh? then after band went to kovan find jolyn.. then went to have lunch at thai express.. and walked around..and lols.. they came to my hs.. we played scrabble..hahas..its supposed to be a board game? but its fun!! hahas..thx again.. to both of yew~
then we took some piccs! hahas. accompanied jolyn to pizza cos she working at 6pm..
then yanling and i went home liaos.hahas.. very tiring..now still on the phone with darren,kj,xinni,elaine and yanling.. at least got entertainment..lols..
tmr i wont be going for band..i don have any instrument for sectional.. dun have instru for mi to clean.. =X and i still having headache..so i will stay at hm..duno why nowadaes my head so pain..migrane?duno lahs aiya..i nid to relax leis.. =) tatas..
i miss hanting..
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Dear diary..
Im feeling very strange.
Confused.
Irritated
Tired
Stressed
I didn’t noe wad to do right now..
I seem to have lots of things to blog about.. this morning..went to meet martin and yuetseng..then they go hoo hoo..lols.. I went to nnb find xinni they all.. tmd realize I didn’t bring money lahs.. luckily I don have to spend on anything..and thanks yanling for the treat.. =) then met mr lam.. walked around with him..haha he so damn cute and funny..he ish so damn generous lahs.. martin say: mr lam I a bit hungry.. then he say wad u wan to eat.. go order loh.. then someone said I nid money,he asked how much? Wah.. so nice of him lahs.. he simply rocks.mus pay attention during his lesson in class liaos.. wee.
hm. Read elaine’s blog liao. Apology accepted..so don worry. I noe u have been thinking bout how to make mi not to be angry anymore..i noe u kept asking xinni wad to do..and wad u should do.. but pls dun waste time doing these things..don stress out yourself over this matter. Its sort of over le bahs.sory for everything again..
Todae in band.. things happened..this time is serious.. is it my fot ? is it cos I wanted to go to the toilet when he is frustrated? Is it I don bother how he feels? Is it cos of me? Really felt very sad for Jason.. if im him,I wont do sho much things.. I wont sacrifice so much..thx Jason for all your sacrifices..and never give up.. everything will be ok in the end..if its not ok,its not the end.. so mus jiayou kae? We trust u.. u can do it de.. and mus cheer up oso..
After band went jogging with crabby at serangoon stadium. Felt damn relieved..thanks lishyuan.. ran all the way..and kept thinking of … okie. I hope he is there too.. wan tell him lots of things.but too bad..i cant. Hate sch hols lahs.! Anyway.. right now.. Darren and lishyuan became my motivation for studying liao..cos of the jellies.hahas. although its onli jellies..they are from special ppl..and so,I bother lah! After that,was walking to the nearest bus stop..it isn’t near at all.. its very quiet dark and scary..was walking alone all the way.. then saw elaine’s sms.. I was in deep thoughts..didnt realize I passed by the bus stop..and I continued walking lohs..and walked home in the end..tmd lahs..so far can..but it seemed to be so near jus now..
Reached home.. feeling damn tired.. then bathe liao..switched on the com..hanting came nudging me.. telling mi or maybe hinting mi to save the frenship.. asked mi to listen to him once? After wad he told mi,I burst out.. and luckily timothy er came online.. talked bout band..and I stopped.. felt that hanting really became mature le.. thx brother..loveyoulots!
I noe sam mus be feeling dreadful..pls don blame yourself.. its been quite long..since we had a gd chat.. I dunch noe how he is feeling..i dono wad he is thinking..i dono wad I can do to help him.. we r jus like strangers nowadays.. have problems oso don dare go to him anymore..wads happening.. I duno how to be a gd sis at all luhs.. dun even noe how he feels.. cant even help him..
Hmm.. called guoheng jus now.. lolls.. then we chatted lohs.. he made mi laugh.. I chatted with so many ppl todae..he is the onli person that made mi laugh.. made mi lol and haha all the way..but not for the other ppl..maybe cos he is toot? Hahas.. =X anyway..thx fer being there.. dun worry u will be my close fren de.hahas. =)
Thx timothy er.. for dono wad..i jus have loads of things to tell yew..but u have to study too bad lahs.. I will wait..until your o lvl is over.. u mus jiayou okie..wishing yew all the best..u rock. <3.>
timothy yeo..don worry bout the band anymore..since u stepped down liao..then u mus concentrate on your studies le..heard from timothy er that u are very stress.. i noe mr chew kept complaining to u about the band..hais.. try not to think bout it kae? and mus rest well oso if not later u fall sick.. take good care brother. love ya louts. <3.
Monday, September 04, 2006
todae..kanasai.
went to ang mo kio early in the morning at around 7..started leavin hs..waited fer shaun at his hs bus stop..wah having a hard time finding caren's house lahs.. luckily theres shaun.. thanks anyway.. (: took the key frm caren..and went back to school..went back alone lohs..hahas..not very long oso..
walked all the way to interchange to find elaine..then walked back to school...long way lahs.. then did some of my homework in the art room while waiting for alvin kohjin shaun and elaine to finish their art..
todae very pekchek lahs... haiya..if i noe things,i wont ask.. dun wanna say bout it le lahs..elaine.partially my fault i noe..i jus nid to calm down... im sory if i cant accept it..i really nid time..i guess u too.. but they are my frens..and they are the ones whom i can confide in when i have prob..sometimes when i have prob,i oso will tell u one..but this time is different...i noe u may think that i didnt think about how u felt..couldnt care any more.. sorry for everything..
now still on the phone with them...sort of tired..and sick..kept sneezing... duno whad im thinking lahs..thinking alot alot! how would our frenship be days later.. everything would change.thats for sure.. (:
hmm..tired..very tired.. tmr got band..
hmm... [prettyboii]
went to ang mo kio early in the morning at around 7..started leavin hs..waited fer shaun at his hs bus stop..wah having a hard time finding caren's house lahs.. luckily theres shaun.. thanks anyway.. (: took the key frm caren..and went back to school..went back alone lohs..hahas..not very long oso..
walked all the way to interchange to find elaine..then walked back to school...long way lahs.. then did some of my homework in the art room while waiting for alvin kohjin shaun and elaine to finish their art..
todae very pekchek lahs... haiya..if i noe things,i wont ask.. dun wanna say bout it le lahs..elaine.partially my fault i noe..i jus nid to calm down... im sory if i cant accept it..i really nid time..i guess u too.. but they are my frens..and they are the ones whom i can confide in when i have prob..sometimes when i have prob,i oso will tell u one..but this time is different...i noe u may think that i didnt think about how u felt..couldnt care any more.. sorry for everything..
now still on the phone with them...sort of tired..and sick..kept sneezing... duno whad im thinking lahs..thinking alot alot! how would our frenship be days later.. everything would change.thats for sure.. (:
hmm..tired..very tired.. tmr got band..
hmm... [prettyboii]
Sunday, September 03, 2006
hmms. todae.. went to hougang mall with my parents lohs..then cant find that particular shop..so they left after a while..and i told them im going to mit my frens there..sho i went up alone..to find xinni and elaine..walked around took neoprints played arcade.. spent $7 on arcade..$10 on neoprints.. $ 15 for the name keychains. bought earings fer $3. my grandfather's food for $3. pizza hut $16.
went back kovan lohs.then go find jolyn.. hahas. had ice cream over there.. then we went to pasarmalam to walk around lohs..hahas..quite nice lahs..then went to the park near my hs.. played sparkles.. and burnt lanterns..! wee..ya..we rocked the park.. the grass all chaodah lohs..lols.. but really had fun with them lohs..haha! laughing and crapping all around.. =P
then around 7pm went home..xinni took her bag and left..jolyn and elaine stayed fer a drink..then we went to kovan..accompanied jolyn buy dinner ferr her bro..we nid to wait fer 20 minutes..so we went to have fun in the toilet! hahas.
then went to look around at This fashion..then went to collect the pizza.. jolyn and elaine went off.. actually tot of taking a bus back hm..then i short of ten cents..lols..i walked the long way home lohs..so poor thing..but its nice walking home alone at night.. =)) ending off ler..
all funness todae. (:
went back kovan lohs.then go find jolyn.. hahas. had ice cream over there.. then we went to pasarmalam to walk around lohs..hahas..quite nice lahs..then went to the park near my hs.. played sparkles.. and burnt lanterns..! wee..ya..we rocked the park.. the grass all chaodah lohs..lols.. but really had fun with them lohs..haha! laughing and crapping all around.. =P
then around 7pm went home..xinni took her bag and left..jolyn and elaine stayed fer a drink..then we went to kovan..accompanied jolyn buy dinner ferr her bro..we nid to wait fer 20 minutes..so we went to have fun in the toilet! hahas.
then went to look around at This fashion..then went to collect the pizza.. jolyn and elaine went off.. actually tot of taking a bus back hm..then i short of ten cents..lols..i walked the long way home lohs..so poor thing..but its nice walking home alone at night.. =)) ending off ler..
all funness todae. (:
Friday, September 01, 2006
Yesterdae was teachers day celebration.. was supposed to walk around serangoon for aces dae..but at last did some dono wad in the hall lahs..cos its raining mahs.. super sian lah! Then after that upper sec went back to class and make teachers dae cards.. joey and I made one each..mine super ugly..hahass. then..hm.. I went down to the amphitheatre to find the band lohs..they are playing honour glory for uniform groups to march to the hall..i was sitting down there tokiing to them.. then went up to the hall..look around..and went bck to amphitheatre.. after the whole performance,we all went to the hall lorhs.. watched those performances..not bad lahs..quite entertaining lohs.. then after dismissal at around 11pm, we went around wishing teachers a happy teachers day.. hmmm. And I realized mr lam is CUTE! Hahas.
Then after that, xinni Vivian and mi took a cab to zhonghua primary sch to find their teachers..($4)but they will be dismissed at 1.30 onli..and we are not supposed to go in..so no choice cos we have band later on.. we took a cab ($4) to my primary school..mitting wenshu there.. they said we are allowed to go in at 1.30 again..wth lahs.. we went to the coffee shop nearby to have our lunch.. then went back. And we went into xinghua primary sch ar around 1.15.. found my teacher..and sad lahs..cos Melissa michelle and joyce..! =( miss them loads lahs.. hais.. missed those times together.. =.( then we took cab again to zhonghua sec.. ($4) luckily this time is they pay..if not I POK LIAO..
I went for band..they went for dental.. Im sho damn odd there can.. my bass clarinet is sent for repair..and they asked mi to play the clarinet…wapiang..when mr masree asked for the tubas..he oso didn’t ask mi to play..i oso dono wad to do at that time! Like im transparent lahs..and that time I was having a very bad headache.. a very bad one..so I walked away..telling izzati to kip my instrument for me..i dunch feel like going hm..
so I went to find yanling at bishan..($6)saw primary sch frens..and then choonwei..and then yanling..hahas. she was with jolyn and martin.. then we went to bugis liaos.. topped up my card ($10.) having a very bad headache that time..so didn’t really tok much.. and martin asked mi not to be anti-social.. I called Elaine.. they said they at bugis street..actualli tot of finding them..think they are enjoying themselves that time lohs.. erm.dun wanna tok more bout this..
we went to shop .. bought sweets..jolyn ish cute! Hahas.. all the way kept saying the word “cute.”
And I told martin to count the number of times the two of them saying “cute” total around 14 times I think? Hahas.. but its fun to be out with them lahs.. =) after that we decided to go to the pond there and feed the fishes..we bought the fish food..at $2 per packet.. we bought three packets.. and its really FUN feeding the fishes.. I managed to touch them ..and their bodies are soft lohs.. nice lahs..we throw the food around.. like we are throwing out our troubles.. the fishes are very big..and I screamed when yanling said the black fish was infront of me..i was so shocked lahs..its so big.. bet we really enjoyed feeding the fishes..
we waited for bus 70 at around 7oclock..until 7.30..then we realized that thursdae like dun have bus 70..lols..so we decided to take a cab…that time..things happened..i wont say out lahs.. I bet that guy oso don wan mi to say out..so I better shut up..dun wan him to be angry with me..hahas.. =X anyway,sorry lahs.. =) then..hm..took cab home again yesterdae.. then the three of them went to find kj..i paid $10 for the cab.. =X and was toking to Darren until I reached hm.. he promised he wont be angry with mi for something until forever..maximum one dae. Hahas. So I told him everything… and I think he was a little pissed? Yepp. And everything was over at 10pm..
JOESONGHAEYO ONCE AGAIN ..=)
And thx martin..lols..for acting cute whole dae..and helping mi carry my bag.. when I was going hm,I was still having a bad headache..so I slept very earli yesterdae..