Thursday, September 14, 2006

hm..todae on mc..so didnt go to band.. my mum oso don let mi go..heard that mr chew will decide to leave or to stay in this band.. i took my flu medicine..cant tarhan to went hm rest.. i regretted taking it this morning luhs..slept during the third period in tan ghim hwa's lesson.. and she is sho damn noisy.. ask mi go sick bay..i oso don intend to go hm luhs.! i got MC ok!! yay i win. i continued slping.. hmm..something bad happened to zwinds again todae luhs..

heard that many ppl cried.. the leaders.. hais.. didnt expect things get so serious right now.. everyone was punctual todae..and most of the ppl went for band prac.. its so crucial..hahas.
he talked in front of the whole band todae. i wont mention whu.

his words touched everyone's heart i think? and most of them cried. hmm..he talked about last yr's syf.. chatted with hanting jus now.. we remembered the days.. the days when....
everyone called my hp at a certain time for conference including timothy.
everyone chatted happily..
everyone talked about everything.
everyone cares for each other.
everyone loves each other so much.
now.. it became the opposite..?
hanting and i realli dono how to help him.. i noe we meant nothing to him right now..hanting said..maybe we are jus temporily his best frens at that time..now he has found nicer frens.. so we will remain as normal frens..that isnt wad we wan.. why cant he understand.. we kept worrying bout him..and he treated us like this.. last time.. he told us many things.. told hanting never to quarrel anymore.. tells mi when he quarreled with hanting..now.. not a single hi from him to me.
or maybe to hanting too..maybe now he has ivan.. maybe he doesnt need us anymore..we r not sure bout it..
last time..when i tried to cheer him up,i will recieve msg like: thx..i will cheer up sis.dun worry.
now..i sms him again.. and the reply was: ok ty.
thats all.
i went speechless.hanting nearly cried.
and me too..i cried once becos of him..maybe we cared too much for him le..? maybe we too busybody le? maybe we meant nothing to him le.. i dono..we dono..we realli dono wad he is thinking.. can someone pls tell us..?
wad causes the change in him..? i really hope we can be like last time..
i still remember the time when he wanted to step down as a monitor.. and how i persuaded him.
now..and tat time..as wad hanting said..
the change was like..
ok.=X speechless again.
wad should we do right noww..waiting for him to change bck? or he doesnt wan us to bother bout him..or he doesnt bothers bout us anymore? maybe liyan yvonne ivan joeseph koonleng are the ones fer him..
gettting mad..
i noe he has many frens and sons whu are concern bout him.. but does he noes that we are always thinking bout him..?

u will never noe wad will happen to u and your closed ones the next moment
u will never noe when will your fren changes his/her attitude towards u
u will never noe wad to do when all these things happen
u will never noe how to change back things after that
u will never realise how imp ppl around u are until u realised u are losing them.
u will never noe.

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