TADA,world,
im back to post!
im so so SO EXTREMELY HAPPY!
finally bought hamster with huiying!!!
she bought normal winter white and i bought pearl white..
its so so so so cute and lovely! oh ya,the colour..
hers is black,mine is white. HAHAS. so what are you thinking bout now?
no racism pls. haas!
went back home feeling god damn happy,
i've got a new friend,dumbdumb!!
so small in size right now..
but i feel that its so so lonely and isolated in the big big cage!
so....,i gonna save up and buy a companion for her!! ^.^
oh ya,THANKS A MILLION TO BENJAMIN ANG FU CHENG, for giving me $25 just for buying the hamster! THANKS ALOT,BUDDY! LOVE LOVES.((((:
although there are many many things that im unhappy about now, the arrival of the baby hamster made me forget them all and has already overtaken the unhappiness!!! weee~
ok.. really wanna thank my parents for allowing me to have hamsters at home..
cos actually,they say,last time many hamsters died under me,and its very cruel..
but. that doesnt mean i ill treat them ok.. dont ever tell me living things dont die?
hahahas. i guess my brother will like the ham too!~!!
ok.enough of this,i really want to do something for my parents, like scoring well for exams,making them feel happy and all.. cos i know the stress they are handling everyday due to overloading of work, family problems,and everything else and i dont want them to worry bout me.
got back all our test papers this term, i realised i have been doing well. not in the case that i scored A1 for every test.but at least, better than the previous,and at least,A PASS, except for science and humanities. ((:
im shocked to score quite well for poa also,as im always get border marks.((:
for chinese,im also so so shocked to get 31/50 when only 11 ppl passed in the class.but, no matter what,i still DONT LIKE chinese. ((:
hm. although i know that something is lacking betweeen me and my friends, but i still dont intend to do anything bout it..im doing certain things behind their back to help.ahas.but only no one knows bout it.credibility doesnt matter. i admit,im feeling extremely terrible and uncomfortable. but its ok. cos its only me who is suffering.. and the reason is,because,they are my friends in the inner part of the circle, where theres something which dont have to be shown,called LOVE.((:
im still considering if i should go malaysia tomorrow.
im so in love with the song sung by ella dedicated for her dog who passed away.
thanks dear for everything.
but i would like to carry on in acting.
yesterday was band investiture. most of us feel that organising was BAD. till friday night, no one told us the time to be there, what to wear and all. we have to ask around instead.=.= ok.. its ok. went there... and not many ppl went. no one invited yiching's batch. so most of them didnt come. apart from all these, everything else was ok lor.before going into the auditorium,i told myself not to cry. and i thought that theres nothing for me to cry for this yr. but when i saw xinni hugging chekying on stage, my tears rolled down my cheeks. i guess no one saw,and i hope so too. i suddenly feel very sad cos i guess its officially our last investiture alr. we will be there for nxt yrs investiture but with diff people.
i will miss my sec4peers. jason,aoxiang,lisa,jiaying,chenying,germaines,izzati,rachel,joshua,youwen,and the rest of 4n pals. i love our batch many!
everything they went through,our leaders, esp jason,jiaying and lihua. internal conlicts, quarrels, and many others.no one has ever experienced what they they did,i guess. they are the people who made the band lively,last year.
sec 3s receiving duties from sec 4s.
i miss my bass clar,my seat beside maykyu. i miss sitting beside timothy er too. =(remembering the days.. S.Y.F. cried our hearts out,hugging each other when we got a silver. when we know we had disappointed mr chew.
the days when we were performing in the public. screwed up or not, mr chew will still be there encouraging us. and i love his encouragement,telling us,its the experience that matters. the days when we felt suffocated at the backstage of the hall,waiting for our turn to perform.the days when we got pumped for doing wrong things.the days when we chased each other in and out of OUR room, the band room.the days when we sit in the music room and prayed to God.the days when we pon/skipped band practices and gave lots of lousy excuses.the days when teachers chased us giving demerits or detention to the 4n ppl for skipping band.the days when 4n band members were so damn popular for skipping band prac..the days when we were having contingent under the hot sun in the field.the days when we were shouting our hearts out training for cheer competition.the days when we were looking at our majors training under the hot sun with the mace.
the days when cried cos we miss our seniors,timo's batch and above.those were just... "the days" no more.
i guess the sec 4s have learnt many things in band. thats why we were strong as a batch,no hatreds in the end,and leaving band with tears of joy.
next yr, there wont be any jason seah entertaining us,making us laugh like theres no tomorrow. and i will miss him so damn much. HE IS OUR LOVE. not forgetting the rest.. and thanks to the rest of the sec 4s for making the band so lively. especially to the leaders,thanks for everything u guys have done for us.
i will miss our juniors.. not being bias,but especially those who are close to me.
my dearest clarinet section,maykyu,ziyi,hanting,liyan,tingting,yvonne,chekying and more.oh ya, thanks clar section for the SECTION TEE ! love it loads~
from yvonne,just three words,"ZWINDS IS LOVE" yeah.
and to yr 4s,we graduated from band! (:
im going crazy. damn crazy.im like immaterial to them now..hahas.oh ya. im not very happy.
im finally back to blogging.
hectic schedules this week.
so i skipped blogging for days.
within these few days,many things happened.
many relatives were coming in and out my house.
and this made me even busier. didnt bother to study for the whole of this week.
im having prelim paper for POA tomorrow,and im now slacking away.
im now lack of self discipline. seriously.
dammit.
facts made me distracted from everything.
oh ya. and im not ready for FnN presentation.
lol! hope darren will do it for me. ^.^
i have totally no interest in fnn.
jialat jialat.
i really need to buck up.
im feeling very tired these few days due to womans reason.
its kinda irritating and annoying. ROAR.
i saw his chauffeur today! woah seh.
i suppose he is really damn rich luhs! ):
hais.. two moore months left. sadd.
oh ya. two more days to band investiture.
i've got no comments. :S
yesterday was fun. extremely.relieved stress. (:played bball during pe. after school,dont know whats wrong with me. we went around finding for basketball .. and finally found one.but played for bout one hour only.then went back to class and crapped.then decided to take the soccer ball and kick! hahas.something happened. then we went to go to the field.played until 6plus in school. then back to bball. then soccer again.then bball,rested,and went home. (:energy lvl when i reached home was 0KJ.today,soccer only. but tomorrow, BBALL! YAY!im so looking forward to it.i dont know what to do now..everyone feeling so helpless.. its sad. its too sudden.its hard to accept. but its the fact.so we can do nothing bout it,but to perform more on care and compassion.i really want to help.life is fragile. sighs.oh Lord,give him strength pls.
taken at the same balcony. (:
although i was tired since 6am today,i know i have to stay AWAKE. cant afford to miss any lessons anymore,cos,i've got NO MORE TUITION,dammit.now, i finally know how to spell the word "INDEPENDENT"the debate in the hall today was simply a WASTE of our time luh.went late for ssp with huiying,but luckily MISS WONG not around.hahax.after ssp, decided to go to mac.. some ate there,some studied.and,im shocked to realised,i finished one pOA ques there plus maths homework!i know that i wont even want to touch my books when i get home.tv shows are important to me now.Haha.as we all know,its the ghost festival this month.and so, one month will be "no life" for us .cos everyone will be going home before the sky turns dark.and because of that,we wont want to go places far away.no shopping, no movies, no outings.just slacking,eating,studying and Homing.actually the main reason is just PLAIN LAZY. =Xi finally got to know things bout him..and i know he isnt doing well.i wannt to help. but how to?i know he has lots of problems. but who really knows them all?he says he regretted not to study when he got drunk that day.. we care. sigh.
oh ya, i realised, it doesnt pays to be kind.
and ho wei xiong dont rock at all.yeah. FULLSTOP.
monDAY.BALL game as usual. FUN FUN! ^.^i've got lots of things not completed.things like POA, 4 questions.and there is FnN test tomorrowi just remembered only luhs.so GOOD GAME. (:to all my friends who got back their results today,if your results are sucky, dont think bout it anymore,and try your best for the next time.if your results are what you aimed for, congrats. (:and oh FCK. i merely just PASSED MY MATHS TEST.9/18!!!!@#$%%^&^**^&^#@!AND I CAN SCORE BETTER LUHS!im getting annoyed. dont say
i love you if you dont mean it.
dont say
you dont know when you know.
dont say
you didnt when you did.
dont say things and
results/outcome showed the opposite.
dont
ask if you know you gonna lie.
dont
lie.
especially to friends.
i
hate liars.i hate such people.
go to hell.
HAPPY SWEET 16,DONUT GIRL! <3.
wonderful bloody sunday. (:XINNI, PLEASE STOP HITTING ME,ANYTIME,AND ANYWHERE.and i will love you so.
as i said,i wanna stay at home till monday.so... im home the whole of today..my legs are resting peacefully.hahx. it was total boredom.watched secret online just now.it wasnt nice. i catch no ball. seriously.maybe bcos im watching it from computer,not those big screens in cinemas.but,i saved $8.50 for the tickets leh.? hahax.its sunday liaox. its 12am.and..i got to complete my homeworks later.i know i will take a whole day to do it..so be it luh.(:and.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER. <3.they going to hongkong later.. i envy them ):
im getting annoyed with the way guys do things. ~.~
finally back to posting. oh my dear world. im finally sitting in front of my com relaxing. resting my legs and moving my fingers.=Dyesterday was NATIONAL DAY. HAPPY BELATED 42ND BDAY TO SINGAPORE.lolx.this is the first time im outside and not watching the parade and performances on national day. and...its kinda weird. hahax. watched rush hour 3 with the girls + fujie and aaron. it was a very nice movie.. ^.^ [sorry elaine,for making you fall again.LOlx.] went for lunch,and then went to watch the two guys play pool at AMK.
first time xinni and i touched the "stick" and learnt playing. but it isnt EASY AT ALL! tmd. went back to AMK HUB to find the gurls. aaron and fujie went back..[DAMMIT.WE DIDNT TAKE PICTURES.! >=( ROAR ROAR! ]
and then we went shopping for clothes.
bought a TOP, $25.
and,i stayed in my dad's shop till 11pm. i WAS TRICKED OK! they say they will send me home at 10. so i dont have to squeeze in the mrt or bus. but,i waited there from 9.30 to 11!!i was rotting alone there.
FRIDay.
met elaine,muqin and mabel at 11plus,headed to PLAZA for lunch. then train-ed to orchard,WISMA.
bought a TOP from TOPSHOP, $46.bought a necklace, $20.bought footwear at far east, $30.
oh ya! i saw a very nice TOP from FOREVER21!!! I WANTED THAT TOP SO BADLY CAN! ): I WILL BE BACK FOR IT!
wanted to shop for more with them..but elaine and i gotto meet DEAR HANTING and chekying at vivo. so we left,and train-ed again to vivo.. played water..
and then went thai express for dinner.another $10. they went to adore stars outdoor at rooftop,elaine and i TRAIN-ed home. damn tiring. my legs are freaking tired..gonna break down SOON.lolx. i cant stand shopping.. thats why i dont like going shopping,especially for clothes. but we enjoyed these few days la.. "HEREBY OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCE, PEIJIE IS DECLARED BANKRUPT."therefore,indoors for me till monday. (: dont bother asking me out.i prefer HOME. ^.^
