it's a life afterall. (:: May 2007

Monday, May 21, 2007

had a gd cry jus now.is it normal for me to react that way? or am i too emo ah? i just noe that.. friends are hard to treasure..i dont know what to say.i onli know that..im very tired...
since understanding each other too well will lead to misunderstandings,i will rather choose not to understand my friends at all. i really dont know what to do.. only a few ppl will be there fer me. and i always thought that its worth contributing so much to this friendship... since the prob always lie on me.. then well.. i've got no choice?
i just want to live happily.. can mah?

she turned "friendsforever" into a fact in my life for now.

Friday, May 18, 2007

hahas.. just read elaine's blog!
really .. i can really feel happy when she is happy..
i dont know why..
i've been waitin for this day since long ago..
finally.. the impossibles were turned into possibles.
its like.. shiok!!
wahahas~~
so everything is over..and starting afresh..
i really love my class..
ALOT!
^.^

the weather was cool..
standing on the balcony..makes mi think of commiting suicide..
makes mi think of that kuku aaron.oops.
thinking of my sucking results.. really disappointed my wonderful parents.
thats not what i want luhs..
what if i die?
will everything be settled as wad i expect?
heard they were comparing me with my brothers when they were dinnering ..
sians..
i suck.i really do.

suddenly remembered the ques d.t asked in class..
i dont even think im a gd friend can.
if im gd, i wont quarrel with any friends le..
yea..

sian sian sian.
im so freaking SCARED LAH!
mother told dad bout my result ler.
they were discussing bout it downstairs..
i cant hear much of their conver..
sian..
confirm disappointed..
dont care..
i will prove that i can be better!!
for now,i will jus wait for what i deserve from them.
SCOLDINGS.
god bless me.

Thursday, May 17, 2007

fck.
sisters?
sianz.
no trust.
still sisters?

jus a few small matters.
and things changed dramatically.
claimed that i like someone else but didnt let u know.
u rather believe what you feel than what i say.
so whats the use of mi replying to your msg?
sian luh!
i still believe my friend.

got bck most of my results le.
maths 58/100
chem 36/100
chinese 64/100
english 30/50
fnn 44/100
poa 47/100
humanities ?

really hope that i will pass my combine humanities..
okiee.
gtg.
im tired.
i nid to rest.

thanks ziyi fer being there fer mi!!
love u girl.

bear this in mind.
NOTHING LASTS FOREVER.

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

boohoo. lol!

woo.yesterday took my ss exam..

actually i wanted to give up liao ler..

but was so shocked when darren told me..

if i pass my combine humanities,he will buy something for mi worth ten dollars.

wahseh! he always dont eat during recess jus to save money..

then he suddenly said that.. couldnt believe my ears.

and wenlei also said.. she will treat mi lunch..$50 plus also can!!

walao!!

im so so touched lah..

immediately,i studied.lols..

but dont know will passs or not loh..

dont know what will happen on my birthday..

d.t said go fly kite after sch..

hais.. or should i stay at home to rot?lols.

going to vivo later..

huiying elaine mabel tailim jeremy shiao tze ivan all there watching spiderman le..

i still at home cos i dont feel like watching..and got something to do too..

at the meantime waiting for darren tan to finish his tuition..

YAY..he teaching us play POOL later!

this day finally arrived!! wOAH.^^

wanted to learn pool so long ago can..

lols!!

not sure if mitting aaron later or not lei..

hope so bah.

owe him so long ler. lols.

now so sian.no one online de..why ah?

still have to wait till spiderman is over at 4plus.. =(

i need entertainment..

but no one is there.

shoo

Saturday, May 12, 2007

this is not a bra padding or any thing related to bra ok! its food. !

yesh! finally changed my link liaos. no one can see my blog from now on..except for some.

im free to type anything i want le! YES!went out today with jeremy they all..first time. maybe last time too.LOLS. walkathon.BUT fun in neoprint shop. =D i love 4n1-rians.im so happy today.. even tho was a little pissed at first, but at last.. we celebrated daddys bdae as one whole family with pam jie! i LOVE all of them!! im glad.cos my da ge bought shirts for dad.and my er ge bought CHOCOLATES FOR HIM!! how swiit. we shared all the costs divided by the three siblings. and even tho im BANKRUPT,i feel blessed. (: i love being their baby in the family. im the little blessed MISS LIM. (:

Thursday, May 10, 2007

sometimes..i feel that.. i shouldnt be involved in things which dont includes me.
helping..will make ppl feel that u r KPO.
so.from now on.not my prob.i wont care.
dont ask me help also.
maybe what he says is correct..
enough of this.

dont want to touch anything about exams.
dont ask me anything too.
jus have to know..
its none of your buisness.

yea. IM MEAN.
im always mean.
dont ask me to change.

i should learn from Aaron..
take things easy..
learn to be hard hearted..
learn to make ppl suffer.
so that i wont have to suffer so much.

learn from fakaruddin.
"life is precious.enjoy yourself as you live. what goes around comes around. just get alon with it. treat it as u r playing a part of a story..and once its finished,u will be happy.." taken from his sms .

learn from daryl..
do things to make ownself happy.
not forgetting to make your friends enjoy too.

learn from qingbin..
not to give any one any reason to find fault in u.
then no one will have chance to reprimand u.

learn from my brothers..
stay strong in everything..

learn from timothy er.
perservere since sec 4..
care less bout ppl laughing at him or looking down at him when he got lousy results.. and move on.

we r learning since we r born into this world.
1 day old..learning how to cry..
how to crawl..walk .. run.. shout.. sing.. everything.
maybe until we leave the world.

now i believe..
nothing is impossible with GOD.

ps.. michelle! gd luck ferr your syf! play to your hearts content! =D

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

am i really very naggy??

=X

Thursday, May 03, 2007

heys world.
im back here to post!
as u guys know.. exams are just next week.
and so, everyone must be mugging hard this week.
and for me, i will be going to school.. then go eat..then go home..then bathe..then slp..then wake up..then online..then do homework..then watch tv..then slp again.
everyday will be the same.
so theres nothing much for mi to update also.
so.. just informing u guys.
i wont update until exams are over..unless something interesting happens.lols.

get it?

and maybe i shall change my url after my exams..
so dont be surprised to see :page not found if u come in next time..

^^

it's a life afterall. (: