it's a life afterall. (:: March 2006

im beginning to feel the change...
i feel that i don belong to the band anymore..

we love each other...allan missing~

sam bro,me,sis,ivan bro,hanting bro.

benjamin ang

alvin ang

my toilet...lolz..

warren!! so cute and funny + shuai..hahaz..nice frenx.

3n'06!!

todae..didnt go for band.not feeling well..then went home that time..rain so heavily!! that lucky rachel..still in the bus lor..tmd..then i went down the bus..I WAS WET..thunder..lightning..i was standing there..waiting for my aunty to bring mi an umbrella..then when she was at the bridge,her umbrella flew away..lols..then she ask mi walk up myself..oh shit.COMPLETELY WET.my hp oso wet...then i walked home like that lor..bag oso wet..tmd..all wet!!! then at home AHH CHOO! lols.

maybe sam is right..tuition..bu yi ding hui clever..and xinni don have any tuition..she can go to n1..maybe wad sam say is nothing...but..to mi..its something..i keep thinking bout it...

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO DEAREST HANTING~

wee.jus back..went to serangoon stadium find samuel..xinni they all..actualli wanted to take a picture with hanting they all.oops.im not saying any further.secret.hahaz.and then i use sam's digi cam take their pics when they are marching and doing formation..take until out of memory liaoz..so mus wait till tomoro then can take some more liaoz...
yesterdae realli very exciting lorr.haha..toking to timo er..and xinni..~ weee..he ish so damn good...great supporter...and rest assure..that we wont make the band collapse.. =) and as for the cheer..haha to TIMOTHY ER..i think,i guess..i hope..i PRAY..i will win..they improved alot liaoz..haha..prepare $4? MACDONALDS..haha..but still not sure yet la..still got npcc.still got stjohn..hahaz..lets wait..weee. =DD
so tired..jus now went to bishan with sam,allan,hanting,xinni and elaine.
girls walked as a group and went to find SAMUEL'S FRIENDS' PRESENTS!! haha..(ALVIN,MANDY).. LOL..at last didnt manage to find nice ones..and hanting wan the cd .. which costs $79.90!!! omg...we arr still discussing..as there r three presents to buy... =S shhhhhh.... =)

yesterrdaee went to chinatown..then we saw CAO GUO HUI!!! TMD..he is sho cool..shooting there.haha.he realli so shuai lor..he still say hi to us..wahh.hahaz..hope can see tay ping hui there oso..tmd!!!! arhhhhhh...lol..then literary evening..kanasai la.we sit at the left side of the hall..having party..at first..eat mummies..kana cot by SINGH!THEN SHE THROW AWAY...but some saw her coming..then they keep it behind their back..haha..then we pass the tidbits around to ben..alvin they all..sweets..chips.. =Dthen fiona there.haha..so funny..fiona fell down...lol..then oliver twist so damn boring la...i was listening to mp3..talking with elaine they all..laughing..then i missed the 9oclock show!! hahaz..todae parents meeting session..dad reached there..went to my class.then saw my results lor..then mr leong came to us..say nothing much lor..i failed 3..combine humanities..combine sci.and F&N...sianz..aiya..gtg liaoz lahz..buhbyee..

todaee.1st day of learning carnival..not bad lorr.do the dono wad rocket lahz..i oso dono why mine cant fly..so idiot.hahaz.so malu.. =X i didnt do the rocket..iiiiioni lishyuan and elaine did it..and i was sleeping..i cut myself..using pen knife given..two cuts.i noe this is foolish.this is stupid.accidentalli one lahz.very tired...
"if yew think u can do it, yew arr right.
if yew think u cant do it,yew arr oso right"

so long never cry until both eyes so red liaoz..so long..

i.w.t.c.o.l. w.c.u.m?

im most afraid of...
meet the parents session.

hm.i guess nth went wrong todae..allan,hanting,minghao,ivan..walked past my class for 5 times todaee i think..the guys in my class are like..noe them so well liao..l.o.l... anyway..time table changed.i didnt hand up POA..[supposed to be handed in by 5pm todaee]didnt hand up my eng holidae hw and test correction by todae oso.. die.tmr got f/n test.on vitamins!! there are lots for mee to learn sia..and i have to complete my poa and eng works...!! tomoro have band..heard that mr chew and mr masree wont be there? haha.guess wads on my mind.!
no!NO! U R WRONG.haha.IM NOT thinking of skipping band prac!! jus wanna go other section homegrounds for sectionals.. =X hahaz..hmmm..guess wad? im now waiting for a idiotic tuition teacher again~ ok.i shall not say bout this.
i am listening to a song..tong hua
and fer some ppl.pls la..whu wan snatch your bf? alamak..u yourself make your bf wanna leave u.now oni ask one ques..u come say us..idiot la..tmd.u r so damn unreasonable..
anyway.i wanna end here liaoz.going to do my hw.~ tatas`

home alone..
no interruptions..
._.
incomplete homeworks.
poa.
eng.its diff..
managed to get my mum to sign my f/n file without noeing that i FAILED all tests.
hahaz.
next saturdae parents dae..
how?
luckily its not report book.
but my sci..
sigh.. =(
i wanna go out...
allan is back! ._.
hehex.
went to watch [Yours,Mine,Ours.]
its damn nice..
go watch it.. =)
sad.and funny.
tired..
8 more hours to ten oclock.
have yet to buy caren's bdae pressie.
as promised,i will later.
and hanty's bdae coming soon~
i nid more money..hehex.
tatas`

sunburn
sianz...
now my body is red colour one
but.she love lying on the patch of grass..
closing her eyes.
imagine..think..wonder..
same questions.
same memories.
same person.
okae..then they are very slack lahz.
lihua not strict with them at all.
and they asked mi to be flag barrer.
cos i an can shout very loud.
she dont noe if she can make it..
question....
how if the flag drop halfway thru the cheer?
no confidence..
not so interested..
at 12,lihua's dad delivered chicken rice..
it was nice..
after eating, ivan left..
she went there with xinni.
she went back alone..`
i realised something..
i miss allan..
miss his laughter.
miss his craps.
miss his caring acts.
miss his caring tots.
miss he scolding vulgar.
oops.=X
miss him..hahaz.
not forgetting hanting.ivan.timothy.`

she is not at all alright... ._.

boring...todaee.hmm.cheer cancelled.woke up at 12.read magazines..and then went out with auntiez..throat burning manz..tmd.okae.and mummy,daddy went to malaysia for business tripx.she misses them sho much..she misses allan.misses hanting.misses minghao.misses ivan.!! and misses xinni..hehex.she still got incomplete homeworks..uh oh..how?now she is waiting fer her idiotic tuition teacher who promised not to be late.he is supposed to come at 6.30.now is 7.10. =( troublemaker.! and tomoro the cheer prac is going on..she is going there..meeting xin ni at 7.45 with her breakfast as promised! =)

she is not sure if she ish okae... =X

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omg.this video is damn disgusting.that idiotic woman!! if i see her,i will dig out her eyeballs sia.!! anyway..hows allan and hanting? still sick? mus take cares kaex//.. =))

im sho sho sho tired seh...haiz..todae went for band..saw eliz..and valerie..hahaz.val quite cute and chio...and then..boring]went to eat with lishyuan yanling elaine rachel they all lahz.aiyo..then the rest went back home..aiya.donwan say where i go all those le lahz..many many things.i don wan tok bout... =) cant u see that im so happy right now? =) if u cant see..look on top.on top of the blog..theres a pic..im smiling. =) anywayz,i haven do my poa,home econs,eng...todae thursdae le lehx..so fast right? stress again..tmr got cheer..dono wan go find them anot..=S i really hope..i can fly..really..i nid to shout out...i nid to shout to the sea..eveerything.. hehe. im closed in a cage. [melodyfair]

sigh.todae ish wed le.tmr is thurs liaoz..went to see doc early in the morning! pulled away from lala land by fiona,xinni!! call mi so early..jus to tell mi things that make mi puke.idiots.anyway.tok less.do more.off to do my hw.~

todae..i spent 70dollars for nothing? i oso don noe i spend on wat sia..jus left nothing... =) and the 13$ i spent on my dear brudder's cake..went down the drain..at last..they took it out and said it was vanessa's bdae..and the cake was gone...sighx..anyway..nvm lahz..spend some money and see some smiles on people's faces..worth it..hahaz..anyway tmr got cheer..dono if i can go not leix...im so sick right now..sianz.haha..i nid to rush my maths hw liaoz..tataz.

to IVAN:hApPy BdAe!!=D

To the outside world we all grow old. But not to brothers and sisters. We know each other as we always were. We know each other's hearts. We share private family jokes. We remember family feuds and secrets, family griefs and joys. We live outside the touch of time.

oh dear..im sick..during the hol..sighx.im feeling weak..weee......

ewww.wad the hell.i hate to have tuition with an idiotic gay manz.fck it.im sorry..hahaz.but he really annoyed me not only twice a week..even tho i have no tuition on that day,he will oso call mi and irritates mi..and say where r u..wad r u doing..omg..im seriously disgusted by him..pls..i nid a change in tuition teacher!! hahaz..anyway..menses come again..sian manz..tmd..why guys no menses de..tmd..and guys don nid to give birth..oni noe how to f u. c k..dots..paiseh lahz..all these are not supposed to be posted..lol..im jus thinking..n wondering..ahaa

oh..sighx..next week..band practices..without the sec fours.no timothy.no fiona.no nicole.no tim er..sighx..nightmares..miss them so much...!!sighx..

weeee.tmr going library with shyuan!! =D lol..now toking on the phone with my dearest brudder allan..so idiot one..he tok one sentence xinni laugh like hell..then now waiting ferr ivan hanting to call!! hurry lahz.hahaz..anyway i go concentrate on toking lerr.zaijian le orh!! keke.. wooo.

lol..todae ..laughed so much..that brother.can make us faint.lolx..laughed all the way from sch to n&b...he helped mi carry my box of books! (helpful hor?) and xinni,yanling added more books on top of it..hahaz..he perspire like hell..lol..stop once in less than a min..hahahaz..anyway..im jus helping u lose weight. =)

im so alone.i hope i can go back clarinet section..i hope that i didnt join band..i hope that im not in zhonghua..in fact..i hope that i don exist.thinking of so many things when im alone in the band.how if i play wrong note..how if i dono how to play..how if i dono the rhythem..the list goes on.

forget it..anyway.next week holidaes le.but like normal like that lahz..go sch for band..so many hw...and one week oni..sianz lahz.hahaz..gtg..buaiz.

i think this is the first time doing things diff from my frens..altho i felt a little odd..but..

okae.i don feel like toking bout this right now.im really not feeling good now..really..

sad.angry.happy.confused.which one?i feel like crying out..feel like chatting on the phone with someone. hopefully someone whu can cheer me up..sometimes i wonder...why am i always the one cheering ppl up..encouraging ppl.. ok.change topic.

okae.now i noe that..there are people whu will be reading my blog quite often..im not sure..if it will affect on wad i will be posting.but..now..i m going to say wad im feeling..ok.everyone will be changing..and its only how that person changes is diff.we cant blame if ppl are changing.like one of my fren.__has been changing alot.i made no comments..there was once i told __ that he/she changed alot..but..no use one la.its up to oneself if one wans to change back...and of cos.timo really changed..i didnt tell him..and i don noe wad to do.but at that time...people are telling mi tat he changed..and i cant notice.why?becos we only see each other.smile.and walked away.but now..i cant feel that he changed..at least he will be at the section homeground during sectionals.. and we cant change the fact that ppl is changing lahz.sometimes mus accept it.think positively.and no offence to whoever mentioned in this post. =) jus an example.

dreadful time ahead..no comments in here.i cant comment in here.i noe someone will be readin. =D

didnt expect that u can become like this.ppl do change. and having a stead wont be the reason for a change like that. wad happened?

haiz..my hair...i went to cut my hair..and she cut so much of it sia..now become so damn short..so damn nerd..looking like an idiot..haha..wad should i do...pull pull pull? hahaz..i wan my hair back arr!!! i wan to buy many many things lehx..cd,vcd,bags,shoes,blahblahblah... tmr ish mondae again..tmd.darn sianz..back to sch. suddenli felt that students have no rights. in sch,controlled by teachers.at home..controlled by parents..in band..controlled by seniors.working for others..controlled by others.when can i ever be the controller.?

if u are given a zillion dollars to kill a fren,would u?

OKAE..im back..haha..early in the morning..went to mit xinni at mac..! ate breakfast..then went to stadium.i cant say wad we did there... =) under the sun..doing "many things"! so tiring..everyone felt tired..after that...then we went to foodcourt..ate.and went home looking tired..its quite fun communicating with them tho.. ._. but i really nid time for my lala land leix...sighx.hahaz.anyway.tuition coming soon... till here..

it's a life afterall. (:

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