it's a life afterall. (:

2008-05-15T04:25:00.000-07:00

today is just a beginning.2 hrs of chinese in the auditorium was like... HELL to me.english lecture was quite fun. the lecturer was a fun!and i feel that the things he has shared with us are quite true. (:had physics lecture after our lunch break. it was alright luhs. at least,i wont feel bored! :Dwent to amk hub with xinni and liyan. then went to find zx. thanks for the treat! (:
he really made us laugh luhs . haha !
im just so tired of speaking. so tired of everything .
yayyyyyy! gonna meeet Tht for dinner tomorrow! (",)

2008-05-14T20:50:00.000-07:00

hello world! got back my results today.hmm. when did my results ever make me proud of myself? haha. never.fnn 26/100. im unfeeling to this sub right now. im glad. i passed my history. i have never passed history since ages. i think the last time i pass was when i was in sec 2. yeah.im very happy. 28/50! :D but im kinda disappointed . i failed my maths. i have never failed maths for so long . standard dropped like hell. social studies was atrocious. science was like.. abominable?physics was better than chem as expected.cos i love physics.but still failed.its quite shocking to see my poa grade. i got 70/100! special thanks to chao jun for teaching me! michelle for staying awake with me doing the sums till 3am! junyee too! :D now we got the results we wanted. hahas. however, im still gonna do better. :D actually . im rather disappointed with myself. for not practicing my maths,thinking that im good enough to handle. not studying hard enough for chemistry, cause whenever i study chem,i know i cant make it. not checking my physics paper before handing it up. if i did,i wouldnt have made stupido mistakes,and maybe get a passing mark or a higher failing mark! yep, so disappointed. but i didnt show.. i just dont wish to show. i know i will do better the next time round.
i believe i can. hanting, we gonna study together,right? (:and liyan, stay strong. we'll go through this together. just 4 more months. and we r done.
-experience is what you get when you cant achieve what you wanted -
i still cant adapt myself to having chinese timed pracs everyday. its EXTREMELY BORING. the more i hate chinese, the more i want to score well.

2008-05-14T20:00:00.001-07:00

2008-05-10T00:18:00.000-07:00

im tagged by liyan.
im supposed to do a quiz.
i think this is my first time too.
i will update after the quiz.

1.Do you wish to get marry?
what stupid question.zzz . which girl dont wish? even if they dont wish, its also becos they are afraid that no one will want them.

2.What do you want the most now?
i juz want to complete the present for someone.

3.Who is the person you trust most?
i wont mention. maybe my hamster? or my shadow. (:

4.Do you think you have enough confidence?
actually nope. im beginning to build up my confidence level.

5.If you can have a dream come true,what would it be?
cant think of any right now.maybe i dont need any at this moment.

6.Are you satisfied with urself?
nope. im fat. =(

7.What are you afraid to lose now?
my family. maybe friends too.

8.Do you believe in eternity love?
yes i do. nothing is impossible. but how rare can such cases be?

9.Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
silly question. if that person really tries to commit suicide cos of me, she/he is really SILLY just like how this question is..

10.Where do u go, when u're feeling sad, and wish to be alone?
home. thats the place where i always hide.

11.what are the requirements tat you wish from the other half?
maybe just a true heart. (:

12.how am i feeling right now?
im dead beat. energy drained. and feel like sleeeeping!

13.Do u cherish every single friendship of yours?
absolutely. i love them truck loads.

14.Do you treasure your family?
of course. but do they?

15.What do you think is the most important thing in ur life?
my family members . including my relatives.

16.What do u hope to be always there 4 u?
no one. cos i know there wont be anyone there for me forever.

17.What do u regret the most in ur life now?
not putting in my best effort in my studies past years.

18.What kind of friend do you hope to be in ur friend's eyes?
the one who will try to be there no matter what.

19.What are you doing now?
answering these questions luh. =.= wth.

20.what if you die,who are the person you don't wish him/her 2 cry?
the person whom i love"d" most.
if no one turns up at ur funeral, it is as though ur life doesnt count.

Instruction: remove 1 question from above and add in ur personal question.make it a total of 20 questions.
Tag 8 people in ur list..List them out at the end of this post..
Notify them in their chatbox that he/she have been tagged.
Whoever does the tag,Would have a blessing from all.

hmm. i dont wish to tag ppls blog. sorry. hhas.im lazy. if u want,just copy and do it.

2008-04-27T22:20:00.000-07:00

i dont know what to blog about.
well,i just blogged. (:

2008-04-26T11:13:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AARON AND WONG TAI LIM!!! :D

2008-04-25T23:51:00.000-07:00

i have spent my weeek with my lovely friends till 9pm everyday!
and finally its friday! its just so tiring. well, im feeling exactly as how liyan is feeling.
im studying for a failing mark. just cant seem to concentrate. but xinni and i have our goals.
its our top secret. shhh.hahahas.
i have been thinking about what miss fu has said to us today.
we have to try. or we wont know how much we can actually achieve.
but why is it that i always have the "giving up" mindset?
ahahas. and junyeeee is so cute!

taypinghui is handsome!
THT, he still look good with his visible FATS! LOL. :D

2008-04-18T23:40:00.000-07:00

well, did our practical today.
re exam will be on next thursday.

energy drained. still sitting in front of the rectangular box,blogging,and neopetting.
haha. the moon is damn round and nice today.
went prata house with them aft practical
i want to thank them for everythingg. really.
so every friday it will be! (:

184 more days to O levels.

2008-04-16T21:48:00.000-07:00

i really.. gonna go berserk real soon.. two more days. two more days.....

well, on the happier note,its yurong's birdday today!
happy 17th,dude! will post pics after friday . (:

hmm. guess what,i scored 3/25 for history test. and im not happy at all.
havent start studying for chemistry test tmr.. heck cares for now.
as what ong says, fail chem test is better than fnn o lvls.

i neeeed a break!

2008-04-14T21:30:00.000-07:00

DARREN TAN,CHEEER UP ALRIGHT! YOU'VE GOT MUMMY! :D

※Music※

2008-04-13T22:07:00.000-07:00

woo! i guess it has been quite a long time since i last ate with my best friend! however,this time without elaine... due to her laziness.. kinda feeling much better after going dinner with them..and then meeting up with hanting and minghao at serangoon after that. much much better.. did nothing much today but do work. did chinese homework. (its a miracle that i actually do her homework... zzz) and a bit of maths.. nearly went to sleep. but xinni asked me not to anymore.. hahaha. ok im really more and more stressed up. felt so suffocated..cos my practical exam is actually on this coming friday! i really got no confidence that things will go well. so..what now?

2008-04-13T11:43:00.000-07:00

2008-04-13T00:13:00.000-07:00

im just waiting for results. i hope i'll succeed. (:

2008-04-11T23:04:00.000-07:00

"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
~Dr. Seuss

2008-04-10T21:00:00.000-07:00

i will be looking forward to every FRIDAY from now on.
esp dinner time.

2008-04-09T22:31:00.000-07:00

anyone kind enough to keep me awake?
i want to give up.

2008-04-08T21:13:00.000-07:00

HYPOCRITE!
compete fairly,dammit.

2008-04-06T17:14:00.000-07:00

5.15pm.. is the time when i really feel like blogging. friday passed. this week end, i didnt touch on my coursework again! haha, i will really get it from the teacher this week.
im proud of myself.. i did my maths homework.WOOOPS. at this point of time, we not only have to do our homework,but also MORE revision. im just doing the least.hahas.
supposed to have dinner with aaron and the rest.. last minute,change of plan..SO SORRY xinni! hahas. okiee, i shall upload some photos taken on sports day and also on the night when we went for janell yeo's concert. (:

2008-04-05T23:19:00.000-07:00

The other night dear, as I lay sleeping,
I dreamed I held you in my arms,
but when I woke dear, I was mistaken,
and I hung my head and cried.

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
you make me happy when skies are gray
you'll never know dear, how much I love you,
please don't take my sunshine away.

I'll always love you and make you happy
if you will only say the same
but if you leave me to love another
you'll regret it all some day

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
you make me happy, when skies are gray,
you'll never know dear, how much I love you,
please don't take my sunshine away.

You told me once dear you really loved me
that no one else could come between
but now you've left me and love another
you have shattered all my dreams.

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
you make me happy, when skies are gray,
you'll never know dear, how much I love you,
please don't take my sunshine away.

http://www.ziplo.com/Sunshine.html

im in love with this song. (:

2008-04-02T20:42:00.000-07:00

last week, i promised myself to study hard for my coming F&N test.
and now, im beginning to give up again. did quite alot of maths today.. wait. let me think. is..very little but i took a long time. haha. thanks darren tan for teaching!! its not easy.haha! and i still need your help! :D my brain is full of vectors right now. i can link almost everything to vectors.
im tired.! feeeling so dead.
OOOO! i got demerit from MISS zhang yan today. and im not at all happy bout it. screw. zzz.
but whatever it is, i will try my best to scoreee well for chinese! so i wont have to seee her after mid year! its for the sake of myself. (:

tired tired. i think i should rest more. brothers are always not around. and the house is quiet...

2008-04-01T23:08:00.000-07:00

hmm. went for the concert today. the girl was impressive luhs. really talented.
after that, went to mac with hanting and clarinda. chattted bout some stuffs.
actually i also dont know what im talking aboutt. and i dont want to think so much.
i just hope that things will be like before. no changes. and go home happily everyday.
its kinda torturing when you realise someone close to you change.it really is....
its april fool today. lets all say good bye to march.and welcome april with hands wide apart.

6 more months in the school. (:
and well, I want to watch AH WANG and TOM&JERRY! ♥

2008-03-31T18:52:00.000-07:00

suddenly feel like bloggingg. hahas. just wannt advertise some of the most recent photos taken! well. school nowadays is like no different from the past few months.. the only difference is .. now that we r getting so much nearer to O levels, we have lesser and lesser time to mug as time goes by. i still dont know what im doingg. just trying very hard to focus and concentrate..i tried. and its really worth trying. im not going to do anything for chinese. yes.thats it. cos i seriously DISLIKE the teacher almost to an extent of giving up on my chinesee.
oh yeah,did i blog bout band camp b4? nehmindd, i shall blog bout it right now. band camp was fun. so much fun staying with those peeps in my bunk! esp zhenling. hahas. made us laugh almost all the way luhs. that would be our last camp in school . and yeah.. thanks to all sec threes and the rest who made this camp a success. i guess its a rather meaningful one for all the graduating students..

f&n practical exam is on the 18th april.. just two more weeks.and i will be entering the kitchen once again. but im just so NOT prepared.. however,i guess i will be prepared by then. (:
if i believe i can,i CAN!

everyone is practically busy these few days. finding someone for lunch nowadays is becoming a problem. hahs. im super duper random uh? just let me blog lah. i just feel like typing. type type type! hahaha.oops. okie lahs.. let pictures do the talking.
woooosh~ pictures just mean everythingg. everything will change. but pictures wont! even for a decade...(: winks. till then, tatas,all! <3.
HAPPy bird day CLEMENT!

2008-03-30T21:46:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRD DAY,dearest THT! :D

2008-03-25T19:58:00.000-07:00

im feeling insecure.
and i just dont feel like blogging.
but. i just blogged.

trust is indeed important in no matter what you are doing.

i just hate what i am right now.
dont even bloody know what im thinking.
the wrong thinking.
the wrong mindset.
the WRONG ME.

2008-03-20T01:30:00.000-07:00

just that im unhappy. (:

oh yea,mummy keeps reminding me to sleep early cos i need to wake up early for school tomorrow.
but. she has forgotten.. i dont have to attend band prac anymore.

2008-03-19T20:01:00.000-07:00

its wednesday...
its so different compared to the all wednesdays for the past 4 years.

i dont have enough time to complete what i want to do!
im already trying my best. im racing against time.

2008-03-16T22:15:00.000-07:00

to my dearest sister(u know who u are), i know i cant be of much help. but. i know everything will be fine in the end. and you know,we love you . be strong alright! LOVES.

2008-03-11T21:00:00.000-07:00

will be off for band camp in few hours time..
suddenly,i feel like staying awake to watch sunrise.
suddenly,i feel like doing things that i never ever thought of before.
haha.im mad.insane.crazy.whatever!
i just want to be myself,and also to make this coming camp a very memorable one.
with my dearest sisters. my dearest juniors. dearest friends in these 4 and one quarter year.
everyone only knows the meaning of cherish when everything is coming to an end.
but this time,im glad,i didnt make the same mistake.
im going to really cherish all my classmates too!
7 more months. and we will all be dispersed.
and 7 more months, it will be the end of our secondary school life..
a period of time in your life that will never repeat.
well, life is a one way road. no reverse.

yes being a normal acadamic student really means alot..
maybe our parents will think..
what makes my daughter so special.. why cant she be like others studying in express classes.
why cant she score more distinctions in her studies to make us feel proud.
why must she waste one more year of education in sec sch..
people in express classes may think..
normal acad people all attitude sucks lah.
low IQ. and of course,we were often despised.
but did u guys even think of what makes us behave like that?
its the attitude and confidence you gave us,causing the low esteem in us.

to me,im certainly proud to be a normal acad student.esp in my class.my batch.
and im very sure of one thing. people from normal stream are much more passionate/caring than those "cleverer ones"
dont believe,go observe.
yeah,and being poorer academically doesnt mean physically or mentally too.

well, all these came to mind and so,i blogged.not because of anything.
all my friends who are sick,GET WELL SOON!

2008-03-10T14:43:00.000-07:00

lets all say good bye to term one.
hope term two will be a much better one!
some people were over the moon upon hearing the fact that we are stepping down on 15march.
some people's eyes turned teary.
some people dont even care.
well, some people...

no matter what,im glad,theres something called memories. (:

it seems that i have lesser and lesser things to blog.
im on the verge of closing the blog down..OOPS. .. not again.. =X

2008-03-06T22:45:00.000-08:00

i hope saturday's practice will be a very memorable one for all of us. (:

2008-02-29T23:00:00.000-08:00

15 march. (:

2008-02-24T15:00:00.000-08:00

fireWOMEN.

he's cute! haha.

formal dinner.

i <3>

yea,daddy's company's dinner held here.(:

aunty and i! :D

see,told u..i would be there! <3>

benjamin ang!haha.

meibao! (:

professional trainer[danny] and us!

its too sunny!o.0

4 yrs friends.

our contract lasts forever.!

our first attempt..my second..

well,im glad i tried.haha.

2008-02-23T21:13:00.000-08:00

i dont like people guessing about what im thinking..
or even assume how im feeling..
cos they are always not right.

someone,prove me wrong.

michelle,speedy recovery! <3.

2008-02-22T10:29:00.000-08:00

suddenly,i feel like cooking/baking.
good food.

theres so much truth in this sentence:"food tastes best when the person cooking puts in all efforts and heart into it."
(:

gentson,big enough? hahas. come back to ny jc QUICK! (",)

2008-02-17T14:50:00.001-08:00

well. its february 17th already!
since last year december,we have been looking forward to many events and also complaining about many things.

we were looking forward to the first day of school.
and there we were, feeling happy to see our classmates again!

we were looking forward to chinese new year,counting down.
and there,boom,chinese new year gone,feeling nothing special this year.
and we concluded something. the older we are,chinese new year is becoming nothing to us already.

to those who are attached,they were looking forward to valentines day.
and they went home with wide smiles on their faces feeling happy!
to those who arent attached,they dreaded this day although they know that its also a friendship day. most of them went home with envy and disappointment.
and i admit im one of them. mostly,disappointment.

we were NOT lookin forward to motivational camp.and guess what,things turned out differently.
its actually very difficult to make the whole of 5n cooperate and sit down to listen to lessons for 12 hours a day. and danny actually made it.i respect him from head to toe and back to head again. the camp helps us have better bonding together as a batch! it also helps us realise what we actually want cos they(the trainers) know what we felt being the 5ns in the school. they really kept us moving. and i guess,most of us were motivated too! it was a success because of those trainers.. i also learnt that we should never take things for granted. and here,i would like to say,I love my daddy and mummy ALOT. im also proud to say im the product of you guys. you guys make me possible. and thank you so much! <3. tho i know they wont be looking at my blog . deep inside my heart,i know.... i learnt many things through the camp.. and i will always remember,STRAWBERRY! :D so now,the events that we were actually looking forward to has all passed. now... O LEVELS . i will do my best. really.

i regretted doing that last night to them. im not sure if im in the wrong. im not sure if i have pulled their confidence level down..im not sure if they hate me for saying all those..but i have been thinking for one whole night,i really regretted it.

2008-02-17T14:50:00.000-08:00

well. its february 17th already!
since last year december,we have been looking forward to many events and also complaining about many things.

we were looking forward to the first day of school.
and there we were, feeling happy to see our classmates again!

we were looking forward to chinese new year,counting down.
and there,boom,chinese new year gone,feeling nothing special this year.
and we concluded something. the older we are,chinese new year is becoming nothing to us already.

to those who are attached,they were looking forward to valentines day.
and they went home with wide smiles on their faces feeling happy!
to those who arent attached,they dreaded this day although they know that its also a friendship day. most of them went home with envy and disappointment.
and i admit im one of them. mostly,disappointment.

we were NOT lookin forward to motivational camp.and guess what,things turned out differently.
its actually very difficult to make the whole of 5n cooperate and sit down to listen to lessons for 12 hours a day. and danny actually made it.i respect him from head to toe and back to head again. the camp helps us have better bonding together as a batch! it also helps us realise what we actually want cos they(the trainers) know what we felt being the 5ns in the school. they really kept us moving. and i guess,most of us were motivated too! it was a success because of those trainers.. i also learnt that we should never take things for granted. and here,i would like to say,I love my daddy and mummy ALOT. im also proud to say im the product of you guys. you guys make me possible. and thank you so much! <3. color="#ffcccc" size="2">i regretted doing that last night to them. im not sure if im in the wrong. im not sure if i have pulled their confidence level down..im not sure if they hate me for saying all those..but i have been thinking for one whole night,i really regretted it.

2008-02-07T00:26:00.000-08:00

wee! had reunion dinner just now! yummy!!
but its a little different this time.
one person less. one empty seat..
didnt expect my dad to crack a joke out of it..
scarly ah gong is sitting there eating with us.
thats what he said,and we laughed.
i like today. i felt warmth. C:

hours later,we will b on the boat .
i gonna misssss many people..! :C
hahaha. so kua zhang.
btw,HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALLL! C:

2008-02-03T19:51:00.000-08:00

thats darren papa cooking. C:

5n1 added colours to the life of those rats! :D

yeah,a legend. (:

eventually,they became my children. the twins.

went to vivo with on friday with kelly ht and elaine.
ate at kopidiam.. and then ice creamed at haagen dazs! :D
can see that elaine had a great time interacting with kelly..
haha.. they click pretty well.. o.o
then kelly went back home. ht and i accompanied elaine home. watched tv..
and then left! hahas..

went to band chinese new yr celebration yst.
something called,LAO YU SHENG.
and i didnt even touch the chopsticks..
kinda awkward sitting with the future and current clarinetists.
so,i was "outcasted." with some people with me luhs.haha.
the fun part of the day .. at the basketball court.
fiona came back! :D and we played ball for hours..
i still want ball games!!
haha. went for facial with elaine..
and then serangoon garden for dinner.
the food at that restaurant was... YUMMY!
it was hanting's treat. thats why. LOL.oops.

so i was rotting for the whole of today.
keep telling myself to study.
but the tv shows make me grounded.
im going to dabao macdonalds !

oh yeah,it will be a brand new week.
this week will be like a roller coaster ride.
cos its CHINESE NEW YEAR!
4 more days.. weee.

2008-01-31T21:05:00.000-08:00

well,things didnt go well for me the whole of this week.
i hope i will able to really smile just before celebrating chinese new year.

why cant i stop meeting them even if its only for two days?
why am i thinking this way?
problem is with me.
aw...
ah chong,sorry .. ps u again today.. dui bu qi!

i feel like having ice cream for three meals..
btw,lets say good bye to january and extend our warmest welcome to february. C:

2008-01-25T22:07:00.000-08:00

im dying.
):

GOD BLESS ME!

2008-01-22T21:59:00.000-08:00

i want to play basketball badly! ):

xinni, can i be your shoulder? ILU. <3.

2008-01-22T20:50:00.000-08:00

i guess its time.
.. to really stop wasting precious time.
.. to cherish everything and everyone around before 10th october 08 arrives.
.. to set goals and be more motivated on studies.
.. to turn over a new leaf. [stop di-siaoing.]LOL.
.. to brain wash.
.. to go for regular band practice. we are graduating.
.. to do what i should do now and not what i want.
.. to grow up and mature.
..but can i? *laughs*

there's a devil inside me.
asking me to slacken and telling me that everythings going to be alright even if i dont study.

psps,its already 22nd of january. that was fast.

2008-01-19T23:50:00.000-08:00

mickey's back on the right track!
schooling was exhausting the whole of this week.
my time management sucks. really sucks big time.
i just let everything flow. and never bother to focus..
i just day dreamed through the lessons this week..
yeah..just like that. snap.and one week gone.
i really need a good sleep..im tired...

went to the bugis with hanting,kelly,liyan and tingting today.
i guess everyone bought things they are craving for..
then we walked to the guanyin temple ..
we prayed together.. and i hope ... everything to be alright.

o.o.
i seemed to have lots of things to blog About when im not in front of the computer..
but i seemed to have nothing to blog about when im here.
anything to make you happy.(:

2008-01-14T21:11:00.000-08:00

my heart sank last night.deeply, just when i was in a particular conversation..
i cant pretend i'm alright..
but i did it today. :D
well.. i know what i want. i know what she wants.
i dont know what he wants.really.
dont try figuring what im talking about.
you wont get it correct anyways.

right, fnn coursework untouched.
i guess..i will procrastinate again.

2008-01-13T18:25:00.000-08:00

went to tp open house yesterday..
the people in there were crazy.
maybe its their way of extending warm welcome to us? hahas.
i am so looking forward to poly life!
and i suddenly feel so motivated to work hard to get what i want..
but.. i have totally no confidence in myself..really..
thinking of humanities.. and poa.. and science.
blah.whatever. (:

tomorrow will be too late.

happy 21st birthday WEEKIAN! (:

2008-01-09T23:47:00.000-08:00

no no no,no feeling.
NO FEELINGs!shoo!
today is a very long day.
time is crawling.
lessons till 2.30.and went straight for tourism course.
its the last day of the course already..
we went to look around terminal 3 as today's the opening day!
it was big and nice inside..went to ferry terminal,terminal 1,and budget terminal too!
i enjoyed more yesterday,going to har pa villa[if im not wrong.],suntec and.. mount faber.[spelling?]
those tour guides are super nice. (: thanks!!

im tired..
when can i get enough rest once again?
is this what we deserve for playing a fool in sec 3 and 4?

not looking forward to CNY now... ):
and tomorrow.... ):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ,MARTIN!! :]

2008-01-08T22:18:00.000-08:00

i am busy.
very busy.
super busy.
uber busy.
very,super,uber busy!

er,i miss chekying!
and THT too. ):

i wish i could buy time.

happy birthday to twins![alvin/ben!] <3.

2008-01-06T23:32:00.000-08:00

2008-01-06T14:51:00.000-08:00

2008-01-05T23:40:00.000-08:00

o.o!

today was damn tiring luhs.
went to school early to watch the band perform
and to pull some sec ones. hahas.
then went ti amo for lunch with some of them.
bus-ed down to toapayoh with hanting,tingting,elaine and kelly.
walked around..then went for work..

it was my last day of work today.
and guess what.
FULL HOUSE!
finally! so damn tiring.
i finally get to experience full house in our outlet.hahas.
but too bad,we are leaving.
gonna miss aunty so much. and not forgetting the rest.
and korkor came to see me today with his gf! :D
im surprised.
i have my reasons for quitting.

i am super duper tired now luh.
and i have lots of things to do tomorrow.

sad sad sad.everyone is sad.
and like i'm not. zz.
tsk.whatever.
scram.

naive kids..=.=

sec 3 camp on monday.
i'll miss xiao di di. (:

2008-01-04T23:25:00.000-08:00

i shall not post bout unhappy stuffs.
went for steamboat with xinni,chekying,hanting n kelly.
went home around 8plus..
have been going home late these days..
really busy.. attending some tourism course ! -.-
tomorrow going to pei chekying to school.
sec one orientation!
going out after that.then work.
i guess it will be my last day tomorrow. hahas.
so... yeah.
HAPPY 17,WENLEI!! <333.>

tourism course.

4n1'08

the flyer!

31st dec countdown.

nice fireworks?

<3.

2008-01-02T21:42:00.000-08:00

its new year.
this year countdown with bunch of lovely juniors.
not forgetting my lovely cousins! hahas.
stayed awake till morning.
quite fun.. (:

oh yeah.
although im late,
still, a very happy new year to all of you!
well,a new yr,a new resolution?
hahas.my resolutions always dont work.
so maybe things will go well if i dont make any resolutions this yr.
XD

today. back to school. back to class.
and im happy to see all my friends again!
each and everyone of them.
this is our last year together.
so lets all cherish.cos this year is really going to fly pass.

i've got no idea why am i so enthu about going to band these days.
why why why why why? hahahas.
maybe cos of the bunch of lovely juniors.?
haha. or maybe cos i have only 3-4 more months left with the band?
hmm.. yeah.ahaha.

o.o hanting with long pants today! hahaha. ((:
quick,grow taller! haha.
feeling kind of ....
er. dont know how to describe luhs.
i just remembered those days..
allan,minghao,ivan,hanting with short pants.
all looking so toot funny but cute.
now,all wearing long pants
and looking like grown ups.woah.. ((:

life is really going to be busy for us right now.
hell hell hell!
alright i think i shall post till here.

hanting,*hint*
9th jan is coming soon! (:
presssie? haha.

2007-12-27T23:00:00.000-08:00

school reopening. o levels next year. theres still band practice.
should i quit my job in haagen dazs ?
comments anyone?

2007-12-24T22:45:00.000-08:00

i am SUPER HAPPY cos i finally get to meet up with gentson,qingbin and qiwei!
im casting all the unhappiness aside for this post. thats why im happy.
okie. met up at potong pasir mac for brkfast.
and the guys were ALL LATE! -gentlemen.? haahas.
we were discussing for quite long about where to go after that.
i wanted to fly kite! but they dont want!
went to arcade at dhoby.g at last.. we kept playing basketball!
so fun luhs.hahas.. very competitive.. played car racing,and also guitar game.
fun fun fun!
although we get to go out only once in a blue or yellow moon,
but the short time spent together is really very enjoyable. ((:
thanks to all!

i guess we are meeting up again on the 26th? ^^
elaine and i went to walk around in plaza.. had thai xpress for lunch.
then met up with rachel and lishyuan!!
trained to vivo.
cam whored and laughed like nobody's business.
will upload the pics asap.
g2c2 on the track again! haas.
i miss xinni leh. meet up girl.
oh ya back to the topic.
trained to kovan again .
had yoshinoya for dinner.. walked around..then home!
tiring day ! i feel like sleeping,but i have to contact mr sim by today.
so..i have to ... stay awake. ):
hahas,i love tan han ting!

boy,whats happening?
one hr plus more to xmas.

2007-12-22T22:34:00.000-08:00

i finally cried out..
but its super embarrassing.
i broke down at kovan while on the phone with yl.
super malu. but i felt so much better luh.
thanks girl and and thanks elaine too.

oh ya.aaron came to my hs to collect the tic..
and we walked to kovan together..met up with soobin and the rest..
then trained down to dhoby g.
seperated after that.
went to the salon. washed and cut again. went roam around a little area in singapore.
bought hp accessory from gift a name!
niceey. and one more thingy,thanks chekyingg. :D

2007-12-22T15:17:00.000-08:00

2007-12-22T15:08:00.000-08:00

the fact that im unable to go to malaysia today made me think alot.
im actually not sad.. but confused..
im wondering if you actually cared.

wanted to go to yuying's concert with aaron and all.
but think again,its kinda weird.
and .. i feel that its very difficult to find someone out when you are down.
i dont mean anyone when i say someone.
someone is people who can hear me out and im comfortable with.

i guess its time to go shopping alone.
im letting my emotions take over me once again.
i dont like it.
but i guess if im out there with friends,i wont feel this way.

i really have lots to say.but..its hard for me to express in words esp in my blog.
i am not very happy right now,thats all..

to add on.. my phone drowned yesterday during work.
dropped into a pool of water.. and went swimming.
it has already stopped breathing by the time i rescued it.
i guess i have lost some of you people's contact.
so if you happen to sms me,do leave your name. thanks!

):

... ...
happy bird day aunty!

2007-12-20T01:20:00.000-08:00

i shall not blog anything bout yesterday.

today. met up with xinni,chekying,liyan,hanting.
went to centrepoint bought balloons..and everything.headed to the princess's house!
hahaha.im glad everything went on smoothly! (((:
hope princess elaine enjoys tonight..and likes the present we bought for her! <3.

went to buy some things for dingchao.
headed to ptp mac after ten to pass it to him.
didnt expect AH BOON to be there.
[if i knew she was around,i wouldnt have shown up.]
=.=
parents fetched me back after that..

on the phone with dingchao now.
my blood is boiling HOT. fck her!

2007-12-17T22:05:00.000-08:00

tomorrow is the release of n level results.
pray hard that the whole of 4n2 will promote as a class!
all the best,friends! (:

2007-12-15T22:23:00.000-08:00

work yesterday was damn tiring. from 9.30 to 5! then headed to vivo..and then to daryl's house! woke up at ten today..cos g2c2 came to my house. we were addicted to the game LUDO. its very fun!! i <3>
im actualy feeling very tired now.. but i just dont feel like sleeeping. i suddenly miss my class.both 4n1 and 4n2.. no joke next year.

oh ya.someone sort of lectured me yesterday. and , I AM PISSED. i preferred a more polite way of talking things out. and i dont like people to interfere in what i am doing. yes,i know next yr is our big O. i dont expect anyone to come and lecture me like: dont you have enough money for your three meals daily? why must you work? and MUCH MORE. i am really displeased. well.that isnt the way you talk to me in school.the purpose of calling me is to persuade me to go for band,and not lecture me like that. you want me to quit my job to focus on my studies. why not let me quit band instead? im not trying to say band is not good.band is great.its my time management that sucks. i just feel that,you are not my mother. and even my mother,dont talk to me LIKE THAT. damn.

okay. too pissed to blog any further.

i still love my cousins. XD

2007-12-15T12:22:00.000-08:00

well. its less pain now.
numbbb.
i guess i will just pretend,act,and let everything flow naturally. (:

i will be much more happier tomorrow.
cos of g2c2 gathering! and,
i can see dear,liyan,and the rest.

well,im actually feeling to the extreme!
please,things,dont change.pls.

i finally saw mel and joyce today! weee. im happy..!
oh,really? XD

rachel and daryl's bird day over!
daryl,thanks for the buffet! (:

2007-12-13T23:07:00.000-08:00

i dont like.. the feeling of being substituted.
thats all i can say.

tomorrow will be a long day for me.
and i dont even feel like stepping into the outlet.
but..for the sake of tmr;s party..
the fact that i can meet up some friends again..
i perservere.
7.5 hours,please fly.

one more thing,ziyi,cheer up! (:

hope huiying enjoyed her bird day today.
hope daryl's and rachel's bird day will be an enjoyable one tomorrow!

2007-12-13T15:33:00.000-08:00

well,i dont like u,Beech!

jealousy kills.

2007-12-07T23:08:00.001-08:00

im back from the kl trip!
fun,fun,fun!
thanks hanting,for everything. (: love you!
i enjoyed being with my room mates,lishyuan and elainE! ^.^
shopping with my juniors!
cam whoring with besties!
laughing like mad with some people!
performing as a band. (:
truck loads of photos to upload.
so,give me some time. (:

2007-12-02T00:49:00.000-08:00

well,i really enjoyed myself at work today. first time opening,and with MIKE. ! im so afraid that things might just go wrong.. but no. nothing went wrong,infact,everything went on smoothly! ^^
had lots of jokes and fun while working whenever theres no customers! hahas. oh ya, i was there when mike handed his job over to the new manager.and i seriously dont like it. i miss mike. i didnt expect my eyes to be teary the minute he was leaving. i thought he only worked twice with me..? and i thought i wont feel anything...but at that moment,my heart felt a pinch.. XD

yeah.. we will meet up. no worries. nice bosss. knocked off at 5. waited for colleague till 8.went for dinner.. and then shopped.. then home.. very tired.. but.. i really will miss jing kai,joanne and mike! =o(

oh ya,i dont like the new boss.
she is too bossy. so when am i going to quit?

2007-11-26T00:15:00.000-08:00

i wanna thank two disney creatures. they know who they are.
thanks for waiting for me[for 6 hours?] to knock off from work . (:

theres training for 2nd job tomorrow..

three words, im dead beat.

good night.

2007-11-25T12:58:00.000-08:00

2007-11-25T01:00:00.000-08:00

mickey enjoyed working today!!! really.. (:

oh ya,went to find hanting they all at serangoon mac after work.. they were slacking there after band performance. then we chatted for a little while more and left home..

feeling very tired... hope i wont fall sick..
the disney characters are asking for a conference call now,so tatas.

2007-11-24T16:20:00.000-08:00

finally had a cup of coffee infront of the television in the air conditioned living room.
getting ready for work later on... mixed feeling... i wonder if elaine is working now.. i feel like going over to have my dinner b4 going to work.. dreamt of my cousin last night.. like..wth? but i forgot everything that happened liao. nothing good anyway.lols.

okie..im going off. tatas. im missing everyone.... haha. XD
and i really hate the feeling of something sticking to my teeth..one and half yr.. PLEASE,fly pass.

2007-11-21T21:20:00.000-08:00

it actually took me minutes to realise it hurts. just one bloody sentence with five thornful words. i dont even know why it bothers me so much.. well.. i really dont know..

haha,peejay. just get used to it luhs.. dumb!

btw, i had fun chatting with my cousins last night! hahas. how i wish we ccan really meet up soon! ): i will look forward to meeting u guys! ^.^

2007-11-19T21:57:00.000-08:00

hais.

ice cream. ):

2007-11-18T02:31:00.000-08:00

back from work again.
2nd day working there.. busy today but fun !
know a few more people after working there.

aunty.
sebas.
jingkai.
derek.
joanne.
kelly.
junjie.
mike,manager.

but.. some are going to leave soon... they are all FRIENDLY creatures!
thought today would be a tiring day for me,but .. i felt so much more energetic after work.hahas.
went to prata house with yanling.. aaron,mr choo and daryl joined us! WOO.hahahas. supper.
then back here facing the four edges box. tired now.
btw,sorry may,didnt go 4n1 bbq cos ive got work.(:
hope u guys enjoyed.

well... someone would actually do anything,or even things that he/she has never tried b4 because of her/his love one.

2007-11-16T13:52:00.000-08:00

best friend and i.

my heart bleeeeds for these dips..

obscene act in the bus,do not learn.

people say we look alike. do we?

if i were to be outside the whole day, anywhere but not home, will i get a chance to meet you? if yes, i feel like staying outside for one whole week. XD
michelle ow,i miss crapping with you...! ): sms me when you are frreeee! hahahas. and lets go out together.. huiying, how have you beeeeen? mabel, shopping.

2007-11-16T01:05:00.000-08:00

well,im glad to receive your call after work..just when im feeling tired and sleepy.
but,it only brightened me up for 3 seconds. no more. dont know whats going to happen next,and i dont wish to know. i want to go out with you. but,i doubt i can.

2007-11-14T22:40:00.000-08:00

well,im finally back in touch with my bass clarinet.. but my mouth was really darn painful today..so had difficulty playing during full band practice. went to bishan haagen dazs .. decided to try chocolate fondue.. kns. $47.. my heart bleeds when the chocolate drips..wth am i talking about.well,HEARTACHE,WHAT ELSE! i gonna buy some facial products with xinni and maybe lishyuan.. but it gonna cost a bomb.. so, my plan,officially starts now. save as much as i can. and,buy the things im craving for.. instead of spending my parents money all the time.. and i even promised them that i will treat them haagen dazs when ive got my pay.. WELL,melissa,dont worry,i didnt forget our thai express!(:

ps,should i go for class bbq or work and home to sleep on this saturday? ):

2007-11-12T21:47:00.000-08:00

finally back to post. chalet for past two days.. tiring.. went to escape with best buddies on the second day! quite fun.. hahas! played blackjack after dinner.. and i won some money! ((: i wonder when can we all gather and have fun again.. ill just pray and hope all will promote.. i dont wanna lose contacts with them so soon~
i had a bad dream today.. real bad.
oh ya, i wonder hows yanling and johnathan doing there right now.. XD

my main focus is now on band,and work. nothing else.

"we need dreams to keep ourselves going.."

2007-11-10T23:33:00.000-08:00

who is freee for movie today? PLEASE CONTACT LIM PEI JIE, 91460821. from 1-5! who is freeee?

2007-11-08T20:07:00.000-08:00

we were late fer work yesterday..just by a few minutes.we were like crazies running here and there..and the scene was funny when yanling and i ran from toilet to where the manager was..HAHAs. sat there for training.. for 4 hrs.. most of the time laughing..hahahas. quite fun.. but thats the first time.. i guess the next time wont be like that.. life will be difficult real soon.

after work,mingliang and johnathan were dead beat.. looked like zombies before heading home.
yanling and i trained to angmokio..and realised we missed the last bus. so.. walked out of hub and ran after 165..took to dont know which stop..then walked to prata house.. had supper..and yanling walked me home. THANKS! ((: oh ya.. thanks yanling for your idea of walking the shorter route back. one indian guy kept walking behind us.. for nearly 10 minutes.. and we were super SCARED! the road there so WULU.. and.. soon after that, we RAN! LOL.. so funny luhs... reached home around 1.30 i think.. exhausted..

went jurong point again today with mum. this time round,i bought NOTHING! >=o(
im too tired to find things to buy.. keep yawning.. till now.. hahas. schooling tomorrow.last day liao.. last day with 4n1.. ): to TAGGER: gonna wait till next yr then can listen to your craps le! hahahas.plus you and niao ren de funny conversations! LOL. black bird.crow! XD

ohgosh,i had to have a great feast by tonight. no more from tomorrow. ): hahas.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO COUSIN.whatever~

2007-11-07T14:29:00.000-08:00

thanks elaine for this pic! LOVES. (((:

2007-11-07T14:20:00.000-08:00

now i realise.. just so many people around me are not at all trustworthy.
they should know what they should say and what they shouldnt. and now,i dont even intend to go out with you alone,anymore.

i suddenly feel so "alone"

my mood is totally screwed up today.
boring lessons.noisy person sitting beside me today,making me more frustrated.and the things that are going on. its not that i dont like sitting with him. its just that i want some time alone.

meeting yanling,johnathan and mingliang later on.. hope working with them will brighten me up a little.

niao ren~ ^.^

2007-11-06T20:41:00.000-08:00

finally,G2C2 BACK ON EARTH! <33.>

finally,time practice over! dont have to keep complaining bout it anymore. 2 days left,tomorrow and friday. and gonna start work tomorrow.. a little unwilling to. but BO BIAN. 7pm-11pm. lousy timing.. thanks huiying for accompanying me today. went vivo to find rachel and elaine. then lishyuan joined us.. had some fun and funny conversations. and finally,rachels exams over.. G2C2 BACK ON EARTH. how great! went home after thatt while they went to ps..im too tired.. or maybe got no mood to shop.. im thinking bout nothing else..but to get home as quickly as possible..

well...i kept quiet.

btw,MABEL,thanks fer your concern! (((:
MICHELLE OW. guess we really enjoyed today . ^.^ please do cheer up alrights! im thankful to have you guys too. <3333.

HARPEE BIRTHDAY,ZHUKOR,TIMOTHY YEO! ^.^

2007-11-04T16:05:00.000-08:00

anson sim disturbed me when i was sleeping.LOL. just kidding. had a good chat with him.. we then disturbed girl and ah 6. lols. they are going back to malaysia on wednesday! anyway,im not super duper uber BORED! =o( nothing to do. mother postponed shopping date. i bet xinni also rotting away now lor. ROAR..

sobs,im poor. ):
btw..HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEREMY AND LIYAN! ((:

2007-11-03T23:01:00.000-07:00

im tired.. how i wish i can sleep 15 hours like XINNI! roar.. ! went to fujie's hs and then trained to vivo..bought slippers from newurbanmale! wee. but.. my heartaches.. $29.90!!! ):
rushed to serangoon garden.met aaron and weizhe fer lunch..then elaine and linda joined us.. but i didnt eat cos i got no more money left. how pathetic.. cant go celebrate with jeremy tmr.. going out with my mum.. so sorry jeremy! i want to start work..i seriously need money.. dont even know how to survive these few days liaos.
aiya.. dont know what now luhs.im super vexed! sweet dreams all,night.

2007-11-03T13:37:00.000-07:00

dumb nearly went missing this morning.. freaked me out siah. =\ luckily shes smart.

2007-11-02T22:23:00.000-07:00

lessons as usual these few days.. went to collect uniform from haagan dazs office with yanling,johnathan and mingliang.then went to eat pasta.quite fun listening to their conversation.ahhaas.made me laugh non stop. mamafeng is the new word. ((: dental after that with yanling. and then to paya lebar cc to find fujie.aaron and others for basketball.. poor huiying and elaine..paiseh.. made you all wait for me then end up didnt play with them.. =\ girls played with girls with one ball.. so notthing special loh.hahas. and.. im feeling super tired.. not just today.SINCE MONDAY! hope mabel is feeling okay right now..although i dont know the reason.

i am afraid of dental checkups since young..
and now,i will be visiting the dentists very often... oh gosh..
im really not brave .. ): im scared! LOL.

one more month to KL trip.
one more week to 4ns chalet.
two more weeks to 4n1 bbq.
96 more days to chinese new year.
60 more days to new year.2008.
6 more days to the special date. ^.^

gonna start work real soon.im not at all excited..
im just interested in my pay...how i wish i can work everyday for 13 hours. XD

2007-10-30T21:00:00.000-07:00

im in the perfect mood to be in school these days. perfect timing perfect mood. perfect place. perfect environment. perfect friends. just some people missing. . . not used to it. and.. those emaths and higher chinese pips.. they make the class so much quieter.LOL. especially NIAOREN! ((:

its a random one now.MONEY! MONEYYYY!!!
i just want to buy many things. some before KL trip. some B4 CNY! i doubt i can. haas.
just one stupid crumpler with one cute human down there.. costs $183.. dammit.
woah..just so many many things... ^.^
how i wish december to arrive right now!!! =(

im suffering from insomnia these few days. how ah?
9 more days.

2007-10-29T22:47:00.000-07:00

sigh. i just need some peaceful moments.

2007-10-29T14:08:00.000-07:00

time for blogging! yesterday afternoon was feeling too bored, so smsed mabel to ask her go shopping with me.. it was super last minute decision.hahas. met up one hour later..decided to shop for clothes!went to vivo . and saw ivy lee jing mei there.. mary chia celebrating 25th anniversary..hahas. then we were there watching them talk on stage.. when it comes to games,they invited us up on stage a few times..and we were like super paiseh,running everywhere. waited for quite long to take pics with her..

then went to shop till 4plus and went back to serangoon to meet huiying and elaine..
reached jiaxins chalet at around 8? hahas..so late lahs. and we had fun of course! we made one new friend,name SHARON. ((: gonna post pics at the chalet once junyee updates into the com!

went to arcade around 10.30..played till 11plus..and saw xinni neo,her cousin,and wx! hahas. thanks xinni for helping us cut q! hahaas. and thanks junyee for fetching us home! ((:
okays,i guess thats it..
no school tomorrow! yeah. anyway,all the best to all having their maths paper tomorrow! ^.^

2007-10-26T22:21:00.000-07:00

world world world.
today is officially the last day of sch. but theres definitely more for us to suffer in the following two weeeks with more lessons,lessons and lessons. got back out report books.. and i can only say that the results in there are super deceiving. so, i wont be happy cos i only failed one sub. i know my standard. im actually uber excited when the thought of going escape tomorrow came to my mind. but..now it seems to vanish into the air just within split seconds! everyone saying its a waste of money.. waste of time.. or dont feel like.. but before the exams,everyone will just get very excited when come to these topics. so whats wrong now? whatever. bbq it shall be.
how i wish everything could be like before. before june. how much fun from sec one to june.

NIAO REN, you broke your bloody promise! three days one tag.where is it??? >=(

2007-10-24T21:00:00.000-07:00

we lost the interclass bball game today to 3E4!
so malu.. sec 4 lose to sec 3s.
no matter what,nice game afterall.
and the game with mr choo and the rest was fun after school! ^^
band was quite okay! caught up topics with my dearest juniors.
and had fun taking pics~ nothing much more to blog.
tomorrow is thursday already.. so..good night!

2007-10-23T20:26:00.000-07:00

click five came to our school today.!
so.. i guess most of the gurls in the sch are feeling super high luhs.
they are cool and handsome.. and i guess we should all feel honoured cos they chose to come to our school? hahas.. whatever.
sorry niao ren for what happened today.
dont be disappointed with us anymore. dui bu qi.

as i said,im not in a very good mood these few days.
so i hereby beg certain people,
do let me breathe. dont pressurize me with your questionings and nonsenses.
i really need some space and peace .
but to certain people,your entertainments will be welcomed.

i just need peace for tomorrow,thurs and friday.
xinni,lets swing and land together! hahas.
huiying and mich,lets emo and cheer up together! ^.^
im nuts.

2007-10-22T21:47:00.000-07:00

i just dont want friday to come. its the last day for them.. ):
i just dont know what i want.. and i dont even know how i feel right now.
everything is like rojak. fullstop.

2007-10-21T11:26:00.000-07:00

mabel,THANKS A THOUSAND for ALL you have done (:
i L u. ^.^

and neo xin ni,you ass, lets go out.dont reserve everyday just for him.! >=(
leave one day for me..

i will leave out niaoren for this post.^^

2007-10-20T21:14:00.000-07:00

it was fun helping mdm liang today with e three others!
so much laughter..hahahas. lizard soup? ants? haha! ((:

im not in a very good mood.
my mood is swinging terribly...
so,sorry if you cant stand my attitude =\

sister is bad today.didnt come find us.
didnt join us for lunch.
made us call for so many times.
made us wait.
and he speaks bird language all the way.

2007-10-19T08:18:00.001-07:00

went to tampines with elaine .met jeremy for dinner! sorry for making you spend on us.. and... thanks for the treat! (: total food paradise . ahhahas. bought home nothing else but food.. and you should have guessed how broke are we. fancy dare stepping into the mall ! hahahas. but it was fun in the arcade. no basketball game. ):

i have to go to school tomorrow for the open house demonstration. i was totally disappointed in some people react to things and their behaviour. i was damn furious..really in the Fnn room today. if things are to be done in certain way,then just follow. dont claim that its unfair when you are being chosen. if we point at you forcing you to go,its unfair. but its just plain luck.. we are just lucky.. and if we are pointed,we will just go. not stand there and kpkb.. end up the lucky ones not being chosen still have to volunteered cos of those selfish ones. and thats what friends are for? PUI. =.= plain selfish. learn to spare a thought for others luh.

anyway,i realised something when taking pics with elaine. my smile is gone.. it isnt there anymore.. who took it away from me? haas.
ohya,i just love disturbing my sister,niao ren! ^.^ cos he believes me! hahahas.

2007-10-18T21:10:00.000-07:00

im so not willing to blog today,actually...
but i finally decided to do so.
gave badminton a miss today!
im so sorry may and junyee~ but my schedule is super tight today..
the weather made everything worse.
i want to play so badly.. be it ball or badminton.
i just want to perspire..
or i will feel overloaded! i guess i will feel much better after perspiring..
and when it comes to concentrating in ball games,i wont have any chance to think of anything unhappy! I WANT!
i want to eat ice cream. but my stomach is rejecting it nowadays...
ice cream..icecream.icecream.icecream.icecream.icecream!!!! ):

shopped with mummy..and bought a few things luhs..
then continued with elaine and lihua.. cam whored... haass.
at least it wasnt totally a boring day...
im gonna suffer tomorrow with 2 periods of maths,3 p of history. zzz...

time seems to be crawling..yet flying..
wth am i talking about..
oh i guess its crawling when i realise im waiting for that particular day..
and its flying when i realise school days in 2007 just gonna end like that?
im insane.. X)
if i can...
i wanna fast forward my life a little..and know whats gonna happen next..
if i dont like it,i will rewind..and change it to my satisfaction.
thats when..if i can..
what if things dont happen as what i expected?
icecream..icecream..

oh..maykyu is leaving bass clar section..
so i will be left alone again..like before..
i dont like it luhs. and i wanted to tell this to timothy er..
but he is not happy..so what can i do...
if you are reading my blog,please,be the cheerful BHG before..okay?
i miss chatting with you...
how i wish i can be there for you.

niao ren...!i gonna seee you tomorrow! ((:
you know i miss you.hahas. happy to see this?

life is meaningless without money.
money is meaningless without happiness.

just fcuk off. i bite.

2007-10-17T16:01:00.000-07:00

small little things make me happy.
i laugh crazily at things which arent so funny..
the laughter wont stop after few seconds.
whats happening to me?

siao liaoz. the fuse in my brain just went off like that.

huiying.thanks for your maggie mee! (:

darren tan is mean. evil. sucky.
niao ren, you dont rock.
you dont behave like a non female at all!
ROAR. you kukujiao!

2007-10-16T21:05:00.000-07:00

give me things to do..
keep me busy..
dont let me wander.dont let me think.
dont let me imagine. dont let me dream.
make me busy and i will be happy. ((:

"2 people happy is better than 3 people sad. "

oh,i've decided not to change my url.
I have feelings for it.hahas.
DARREN TAN,YOU SUCK! ^o^

2007-10-15T19:54:00.000-07:00

tiring day today..
woke up early to send brother to pulau tekong..
he was finally enlisted..
the talks and walks there WERE BORING.
cos i guess,it was the second time listening to it..
first was when my eldest bro being enlisted.
watched the video there..and guess ..life must really be tough for them.
but.. most guys there are COOL.with their uniform..
will be almost alone with aunty at home during these 2 wks :(

went for facial treatment.. super duper SHIOK.
hahahas. so..one will be striked off my list. im adding one more to my cravings.
PERFUME. and i gonna share the bottle with elaine! hahahahas. depends on the size of perfume im buying. ((:
school tomorrow.. totally not in the right moood.. the feeling is back again,i dont know why.
i am so looking forward to that day.. or maybe those two particular months.
fate will then decide for me whats gonna happen next!

from now on,i try to be more frugal and thrifty! (:
oh ya.we are going to malaysia during chinese new yr! WOOO! good or bad thing?
i know what im supposed to do. but im so unwilling to.
however,i will do what im supposed to. cos..i know theres nothing else i can do.
manicure/pedicure on SAT! ((:

HAPPY SWEET 16,WARREN SOO! (((:

2007-10-14T22:22:00.000-07:00

MELISSA WONG SHI MIN IS A BITCH!